Alexia’s POV
You know that feeling when you quit something you enjoyed a lot and you are finally getting ‘ok’ with it but then you try it again? That was exactly how I was feeling. Actually no, multiply that by ten times and then add more eleven. Yes, that was how I was…
The first thing that I felt was relieved. He was right in front of me and ok. I could not ask for more than that! All that time that I kept worrying how was he, not physically but emotionally. I wanted to hug him tighter but that was when I realized…
Niall was in danger. I couldn’t be with him nor near him because I had professional assassins looking for me. Niall was going to be associated with me. I pushed him away from me.
“Get out.” I demanded. It took me all of straight to keep my voice stern. He took a step closer to me and I took a step farther from him. I raised my hand signalizing him to not move. “I said get out Niall! I don’t want you here.” I swallowed my empty throat and prepared myself for what I was going to say next. “I don’t love you Niall. I never did it was just a mission; you had to believe I loved you; you had to believe I had to leave you. I just was kind enough to break it to you in a romantic way. My mistake.”
“You’re lying Alexia, I know you are.”
“I am not!” I yelled. “I am a trained agent. I took lying lessons Niall. It was not the first time I faked all that and it defiantly was not the last one. If I knew you would be such an high school love struck boy I would’ve simply just disappeared. With no fake reasons.” If this was another situation… One that Niall wouldn’t be in dangerous I wouldn’t be so harsh with him. I was being a bitch I know but it was for the best. Once I see Jane and Austin, I was going to kill them. The only way of Niall being here, in my house, was because he met with Jane the last time he was here. That can only be the only way.
“Please don’t lie to me. I know everything Alexia.”
The words caught me by surprise. What did he exactly knew? Did he know I was Sofia? Did he know my dad was not killed? Did he know that my father was the one trying to kill him? What the hell did Jane told him?!
“Baby…” He started to walk towards me and I still tried to back away but it was useless, soon enough I felt my back against tmy closet. “Don’t run away from me baby.” He whispered. I felt his hand in my waist holding me closer to him. I couldn’t breath, he still had the same effect on me. “God I missed you so fucking much baby.” His other hand cupped my right cheek bring his forehead to mine. “Don’t ever run away from me like that again baby.”
“Niall I don’t-“ I tried but he immediately cut me off.
“And don’t lie to me about how you feel again. I love you and I will always be beside you no matter what. Stop worrying about anyone hurting me. You’re the only person that is hurting me with all those lies. Please stop worrying about me baby.”
How could he ask me to stop worrying about him? He is the most important person in my life I can’t bare to even think of him dying. And I’m the one putting him in danger. Stop worrying about his safety was out of chance.
“Niall you have to leave I’m sorry but there are things that you don’t know about. It’s for your own safety. Please leave.”
“I won’t. I am not leaving you! Not anymore.” He whispered. “I am not making the same mistake of letting you leave me without a fight.” I could feel his hot breath against my lips. I wanted to kiss him so much. I closed my eyes trying to make the tears go away. “I’m going to do something now that you can’t deny ok?” He asked and demanded at the same time. Slowly, teasing me, he locked his lips against mine. Before I could get ‘high’ on him once more he backed away. “That’s how I know you still love me. Now please tell me. I need to hear it from you.”
