Alexia's POV
Jane has been acting really strange lately. She's a terrible liar even though she thinks she isn't. Something is fishy but to be honest I have no head to think about it. With all this Niall situation I have no time to think about anything else. He hasn't said nothing in two days. However, I'm not sure if I should be happy or not.
The concern was always there. Even though I told him to leave. It's a matter of time till they realize I'm connected to Niall. As time passed the more I thought about what Jane keeps saying. Maybe staying with him it's the best way to protect him. But am I truly ready?
Can I be with him hiding the fact that I'm Sofia? Of course not.
My head is battling a mental war. The biggest of them. Should I go back to Niall or not? Should I tell him I'm Sofia or not? Before I could torture myself any longer with this thoughts the door bell rang. I went to open the door and hold my breath.
"Niall? What are you doing here?" I immediately pull him inside the house before anyone could see him longer.
"Already that eager babe? Don't worry I'm all yours." He joked. Immediately my cheeks turned bright crimson.
"I've told you I have a boyfriend, please stop saying that."
"Yeah we'll I've told you that I don't believe you when you say you do. So please stop lying to me. Where is your microwave. I need to prepare the pop corns,"
"What are you talking about?" He chose to ignore me and made his way to my kitchen. He took his jacket out and that's when I noticed he was wearing his onesie. The one I remember telling him was my favorite. The penguin one. I used to love it. When I told him I loved penguins he laughed and bought two onesies. One for me and one for him.
"I reckon you remember my onesie." I said I didn't and he cornered me putting his hands right above my shoulders. " Liar. I bet you even have yours somewhere in your room baby." He said with a smirk. But as soon as his eyes left mine and wondered to my lips the smirk disappeared. "Do you have any idea how gorgeous you are?"
"Stop Niall." I'm the one who pushes him away from him and put some distance between us. "What are you doing here? I asked you nicely to leave."
"You loved that date we had when we stayed home all day. We watch movies, ate popcorn and just didn't leave our bed. That's what we are doing today. But instead of it being in our house-"
"Your house." I correct him.
"Instead of it being in our house, and instead of it being in our bed we can just stay here and watch movies in the living room. Unless you want to go to your room babe, I don't mind."
"We are not doing anything Niall. I have plans." I lie. "I promised my boyfriend I'd meet him in his house."
He looked to the ground and took a deep breath. "Will you please stop making excuses to not see me? Please? Just... Just let me do this Alexia." He was begging me. And as much as I tried to say no I couldn't. My heart was breaking. It was so hard to see him suffering specially knowing I was the cause.
"I'll uhm... I'll cancel my plans today." My voice was trembling and I know he noticed it. "I'm uhm... Going to put my pajamas."
"You can put your onesie Alexia. It won't change anything I promise."
I went upstairs to my room, I opened my drawer looking for some decent pj's when my hand went to the onesie. Uau universe could you be less obvious? I put it on and went downstairs to find him already in the sofa with some popcorn waiting for me. When he saw I was wearing my onesie a huge smile covered his face.
"What are we watching?" I asked shyly.
"Now is good." He said with a grin. He pressed play and the movie started. We stayed silent for about half of the movie. Once in a while Niall would take small glances but I didn't look back. I was too afraid I wouldn't be able to stop myself to get lost in his eyes. "You remind me so much of Sofia." I froze. Did he know something? "I mean I know it's stupid to say that because we were so small but you really do remind me of her. That's one of the reasons why I love you so much Baby. Not because I think about her when I'm with you no it's not that. When I say you remind me of her it's just that you have the same qualities she had. You're sweet, you have the biggest heart ever, you worry more about the others than yourself which sometimes it upsets me. But damn I love those things. I love everything about you Alexia."
"Don't do that Niall. Please don't do that. You are just hurting yourself." And myself. God I hate this so much.
"Alex we love each other. I don't care about anything else. Please forget about everything else. I won't leave no matter what. I will even quit the whole fame. And I know that it might take a while but in a few years no one will remember to come after me. To come after us."
"It's not that easy. Please stop trying." He sat in front of me putting each hand in one of my knees.
"I won't stop! Do you think I would give up that easily? I thought you knew me better. Listen, I was talking to Hayden... And even though he doesn't know about the whole secret agent thing he did make me think about a reason why you're pretending you are over me. You are trying to protect me. Someone is after you isn't it?" What? How the hell did- "it's one of those enemies you have that eat hormones for breakfast. I know it don't deny. But I talked to Hayden he knows so,e pretty good moves. And Austin could teach me too and you. I don't want us to be apart because of some assholes that think that scaring my girl is important."
"Niall..-"
He interrupted me by kissing me. Unlike the last time this kiss was eager, filled with hunger and passion. Niall craved me and I craved him too. However, this only last a few seconds before reality came in to knock me again. I abruptly push him away and stand up.
"STOP NIALL! Stop doing that can't you see? I don't want this! I can't afford getting you hurt by me again! This is way more than a stupid enemy of mine. That I can handle! If it was just that I'd be perfectly fine. This is something bigger ok Niall? This will absolutely break you and I can't do that! I can't be selfish."
"The only thing that will break me is being away from you can't you see understand that? There is nothing in this world that could make me want to stay away from you!"
"YES THERE IS!"
"What Alexia?" He takes a step toward me but I back away. "What's so horrible that you are not telling me that would actually make me stay away from you?" He was losing his patience and I was infuriated.
"IM SOFIA NIALL! AND IM NOT DEAD." As soon as the words left my mouth I immediately regretted. I wasn't suppose to say it. But it was too late now because Niall's face told me everything.
He was absolutely and utterly broken and it was all my fault.
Let me tell you a cute love story. There was once a thing called cliffhanger. One day I met that. We fell in love. The end.
Sorry for not updating had to go to my grammas house and she didn't have internet -.- she says she rather spend the money taking her windsurf lessons. -.- and when I told her about the dangers of the Australian sea cose the sharks she answered me saying that they were quite nice to her. (Starting to think there was something else in the cookies she was eating if you know what I mean.)
Thoughts everybody? I love talking to you
