Wait For Me

3. Emerson .oO0. Eli

EMERSON

Just to clear things up, I am older than Eli. It really doesn't matter if its by 1 second or 10 minutes. I am better looking. I really think that you have already passed judgement on me since I did what I did to Aubrey's ass. She makes me so angry. She has a smart ass mouth. I think that she should really switch seats, if she knows what's best for her. I am a werewolf and I highly doubt she knows that. My anger just gets the best of me sometimes. Today when I literally knocked her off of her feet, it felt kind of good not to hear a snappy come back.

I am next in line for being head Alpha.

My birthday is coming up this June. I'm turning 17. My mom wants to throw me a party but I really don't want to do that. That shit is for the birds! My dad says that since I need to find my mate, it is in my best interest to throw some type of party, doesn't matter what kind as long as I invite my pack and friends.  I figured I would just throw a bone fire since I don't really care and I plan on leaving soon any ways.

Most werewolf's get excited about meeting their mate, but I swear I would rather continue to sow my royal oats then get attached to that old ball and chain.

I used to want to find my one true soul mate. I really don't think that it is fair that, the universe is paring us up with some random ass chick that could act like and actual cunt for all I know. How is it fair though? What if I am already in love with someone. It's going to make me an even bigger douchebag than I already am, when I have to break it to her that I am already promised to another. I may be heartless, but I tell the truth and I don't lead girls on. Everyone knows the score when it comes to me.

Right now I am laying on my bed, staring at the ceiling like it has all of the answers. It might no but this picture of Beyoncé that's taped to my ceiling is fucking Awesome!

Just as I am about to turn over and take a nap, before I get up and finish writing this song I have been working on, my stupid ass brother comes in and ruin a perfectly peaceful moment.

"Hey dickhead, what happened with Bre today?" Says Eli in a serious tone.

"How the hell should I know, and do I look like I even remotely care?" I said in an equally serious tone.

"She was crying and cradling her arm like it was broken or something. Also seen her walking with her parents, who looked mad as hell. They were dressed like they were high priced attorneys...." He trailed off.

"The Fuck are you telling me this for?" I yell at him. This guy never even talks to the girl. He acts like she is his girlfriend or something. At this moment I really want to command him to shut the hell up and never talk about her again. Here's the thing, I never want to control anyone. It feels as if I have mind control over them, and its just really stupid and unfair. I mean I would never want someone to make me do something I don't want to do.

"Because, whenever something happens in this school you or I are the first to know. When it comes to Aubrey its always your fault. Because you my dickbag of a brother have made her life hard since we were in middle school, just because of your ego, excuse me non-existing ego couldn't take what she dished out!" Eli is now as red as a tomato. "Now I am going to ask again did you do something to Aubrey? If you broke her arm I swear to all that is holy, I will rearrange your face for you!" Yea I am pretty sure those were fighting words.

Right now I am focusing on taking deep breaths, because my wolf really wants to pound my brother in the face. Especially for speaking to us like that, and for his tone of voice.

"I barely touched your little charity case! Why do you always have to interfere with the shit that goes on between us two? Do you have feelings for that troll or something?" I said equally angry. Why? I really don't know it just grades on my nerves that he always chooses her over me.