Wait For Me

14. Uncontrollable Pt.2

My daughter got into to Public School PreK and I'm excited, I was told its highly competitive and most kids don't make it. My baby beat the odds, she's so smart. I was going to post this next week, but I'm so hype I'm doing it now!!

This chapter was long and probably a little more explicit than I wanted it to be. If you are aren't into reading explicit stuff skip this whole chapter. I want to thank my readers for reading and voting. The ones who has been voting. You guys let me know you like it. But I Think I'm going to take a break from writing. Which is why I gave you guys a longer chapter and something good to read. I think that this is my best chapter. If you like this chapter too vote, comment, or tell me that it was ok or not. I like feedback.

I also attempted to edit, re-edit, and edit it again.

Enjoy!

AUBREY

He's trying to control himself. He looks like he wants to take me whether I want it or not. He keeps clenching and un-clenching his fist, like there's a war within himself. His nostrils are flaring, I'm guessing he's mad. But I didn't do anything.

"What's stopping me from doing something that we both know we want?" He says, almost as if he's talking to me and himself. I think that was a rhetorical question. So yea, I'm going to take my exit now.

"Because no matter how huge of a douche you are, you have never forced yourself on a woman. If you take away the one thing that's meant for the person I love, I will kill you. Notice that wasn't a threat." I said getting angry he would ask something like that.

I thought I was going to see anger when I said that to him. Instead I saw something akin to pride.

Taking his warning to heart now, I push his chest really hard. He didn't budge at all. I used one hand the first time. I'm thinking he took pity on me the second time, but I did use two hands. I know I'm not that strong. He moved back some, maybe to give me a little space. He didn't do it out of respect because the Emerson I know doesn't respect anyone but himself.

So after we had got a little space between us I tried to hurry up and leave the room. I forgot he locked the door, so I was delayed seconds. I'm sure he caught on to what was going on before I even turned to leave, but I had to try something. I don't like the look in his eyes or the way it makes me feel.

As soon as I open the door he closes it with the palm of his hand gently but firmly. I guess he's letting me know this is the nicest he's going to get, and I'd better not open his door again. My head drops in defeat. He's close to me but not that close, and his palm is still on his door. I just let my forehead bang against the door.

I can still hear music downstairs. I really should have thought this out. He cant really keep me here agains my will, its borderline kidnap. What's his game plan?

We're just standing here awkwardly. I just sigh and and say " All of this doesn't matter anyways, its not real. I can do anything right now, and it wont FUCKING MATTER!" Saying the last part with new found wonder, because reality just hit. This isnt technically real. As I'm about to turn around, he pushes his front up against my back and says " What the Fuck are you talking about? This-" he pushes his pelvis against my ass "is Fucking real Rose," I can feel his hard erection poking me. Gripping my waist and turning me around.

This guy has a whole lot of nerve doing this to me. Never has anyone treated me the way he treats me. I'm really getting mad at him, because he thinks he can do anything he wants. He walks around all high and mighty like he owns everything. The sad thing is people actually let him. Well I for one won't take his shit any longer, dream or not.