wonderwall, daniel gillies

thirty; private

PJ;
girl have i got fucking good news for you

i'm scared, i don't know if i want to hear this

PJ;
i said it was good news so there's no reason to be scared

i think i'm scared all together, what if you saying he likes me make things different, i don't want things to be different

i want everything to be as it is because that's the exact reason i like him

PJ;
wash all those thoughts outta your head for like a few seconds whilst i tell you this and then we'll focus on that in a minute and fix everything okay?

okay

PJ;
right, so here's how the conversation went

PJ;
hey daniel, what's up?

PJ;
erm, hey?

i kinda wanna know the important parts so can you skip all the small talk pls

PJ;
shit, yeah sure

PJ;
so i said how's things with you and daisy? and he was like well i don't think she's utterly got the hint that i like her yet, i've tried to make it as obvious as possible but she's just not getting it. i've took her out on multiple dates and she's not said one thing, i like her, a lot. she's just my type of person, you know? she's the most adorable person i've ever laid my eyes on but i just don't think it's gonna go anywhere

shit

PJ;
is that just your usual reaction to anything ever

pretty much so

PJ;
have you got anything else to say on the matter?

fucking hell

PJ;
let's keep this PG- almost like my name but you replace the J with a G

um, yeah i think i got it without you explaining the spelling error

PJ;
a bit grouchy today are we?

right, forget the problem i discussed earlier i have a new one

what the bloody hell do i do now

PJ;
make the first move, tell him you like him

i guess in a way it couldn't go wrong because i know he likes me back

omg what if he decides to unlike me because we went behind his back and i already knew he liked me

PJ;
he's not on instagram, he can't just unlike you, just do it you tart

i'm off to do it, i'm going to be my normal straight-forward self and hopefully it all pans out otherwise i'm getting the next flight home

PJ;
don't be silly

that para was full off seriousness

PJ;
it will pan out, you worry too much

the strange thing is- i don't. which makes it seem so much weird and confusing and that's why i was scared, because i've never been worried about telling someone i like them before and it makes me feel like it's different

PJ;
daniel's one of a kind and so are you, you're a perfect match. now go do ya thing

wish me luck

PJ;
you don't need it x

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AN;
apparently kasabian are going on tour in the winter and i'm freaking the fuck out