The Coronation

Chapter 19

Regardless of what happened last night, I am still upset at myself for hurting two people, but mostly at Rowan. He should wait for his true mate, that is what the moon goddess is for. She pairs up two wolves who are right for each other.

Why can no one feel a bond between their mate?

I'm so aggravated by everything that happens here, it pisses me off. I need to relieve some stress before I explode and start going crazy. I should just continue reading the diary.

January 1 xxxx,
It's been a year since I last saw Camius. I miss him so much. We have been sending each other letters, but it recently stopped coming. Maybe he forgot about me or he found someone else he loves. M. and Apollyon try to cheer me up, but I can't help thinking about Camius. My heart hurts so much every time I think of him.

January 2 xxxx,
I decided that I am going to run away to the vampire kingdom to see Camius. I am leaving on my on will. I don't care what my parents say because I am deeply in love with this man. I hope that they will understand that I want to spend my whole life with him.

January 4 xxxx,
I arrived to the vampire kingdom and I finally saw Camius. I started to cry once I was in his arms. He apologized to me that we couldn't meet each other sooner. He also told me that he was still sending me letters. I think someone took them and hid it from me. We were so happy to be with each other again. His parents caught us together, but they said they accepted it. What scares me the most is what my parents are going to think of us.

I wanted to read more in the diary until my stomach growled loudly, I guess I'll go to the dining hall.  

While I headed down stairs I smelt breakfast being made. I didn't feel like eating actually, I only wanted to drink tea. I sat at the table for a maid to prepare the tea and someone came in the dining hall to sit, it was Rowan.

Great.

As I scanned his face I could tell something was wrong because he was trying to hide it from me. I took a closer look and he had a black eye.

"Rowan what happened?" I yell. He got a bit scared and replied, "It's something you don't need to worry about. I don't want you getting involved." "I believe I am already involved in the situation."

I know who did this, that dreadful presence last night. He must have saw what happened. It is someone no other than Maximus himself.

"Where is Maximus?" "Ophelia please I don't want you to get in trouble." "Where is Maximus, Rowan?" I say angrily. He sighs, "He isn't here. He went to a meeting this morning and will be back by midnight."

I walk up to Rowan and touch his face. "I am sorry, it seems like whenever you are with me you get hurt." "It seems so," he chuckles. I start to turn away until Rowan grabs my hand. "I want to apologize for last night. I don't know what I was thinking, I was just so caught up in the moment and-" "Don't worry Rowan I understand, but I would like for you to wait for the special someone who you are destined to be with. I don't want you to regret choosing the person you want to spend your whole life with," I interrupt.

He nods and smiles. I smile back and walk out the dining hall.

Why did Maximus have the audacity to give Rowan a black eye? I mean he did try to kiss me, but that is my problem I have to deal with. Maximus doesn't own me or anything so he shouldn't be associating himself with my life.

Aside from this I want to find out why wolves can't feel the bond between their mates. I go to the library to do some research.

I search through multiple books on the first floor of the library up to the third floor. The books that I could come to think of that could have affected the bond is any magical creature. I am put at a stump that I can't find anything.