I know many of you don't bother to read author's note and I don't blame you, you're here for the story not my meaningless blabbering ;)
However I would really appreciate if you took the time to actually read this for once.
I'm going to edit this story. (I'm done by now - 06/03/2019) My life has been a mess these last couple of months as some of you have noticed. I lost a friend, I've fallen ill. But I'm dealing with it and I just feel like I'm in need of a change.
Also I have found so much new inspiration for this story and I feel like there are a lot of lose ends that I want to straighten out before I continue and confuse all of you guys.
I'm listening to 'knocking on heaven's door' by RAIGN (It's in the link above! Listen to it it's beautiful) and I'm getting all emotional right now. I'm sitting in a hospital bed and a nurse just passed by and gave me this odd stare. I'm not usually like this. I'm more of a tough cookie ;)
Anyway, I am feeling so inspired by all of you, I know I'm not a real writer but you readers, -yes you, the person reading this right now- have no clue about how amazing I think you all are.
My family and friends support me so much and help me get better with my health but none of them know I write. I'm so afraid of not being taken serious.
You guys helped me stay strong and fight through this. You helped me become the person I am right now.
Also English is not my first language and to be honest ever since I started writing in English I feel so free and inspired.
Another thing I want to say. This is very personal for me and very hard to talk about. As you might have noticed my stories most of the time hold a dark past. A past of abuse for one of my characters. There's a reason to that.
I do not enjoy writing about abuse. But I think it's just my way of... coping, with some things of my past.
You guys are absolutely amazing, thank you so much for being here, reading this and supporting me. Wattpad is absolutely amazing for giving me, and all of the other readers and writers this great opportunity to be who we want to be. To express ourselves in our own unique way and to lose ourselves in the fantasy of the written words of others their mind.
Thank you Wattpad, and above all, thank YOU for reading this.
YOU ARE READING
Mr. Ruthless
Romance"I'm a monster." "Just because that's what you believe, doesn't mean it's true." Eleanor whispered, her voice trembling along with the rest of her body. His eyes darkened as she took a step back. The contradiction proving the wrong in her words...
