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recovery and the discovery

Its been 3 days and i cant get the fact that JC kissed me  out of my head. i got the same feeling i got with Connor but weaker. i felt loved and complete like when i was dating Connor.

  "stop comparing him to Connor" i keep tell myself.

the thing is that i cant every time i think of jc ~ which is alot~ i end up thinking of connor and that you could see the hurt on his face when jc kissed me.

but why? why does anyone want to date me? im broken and i need alot of fixing. im not pretty ~nor ugly~ and they are gorgeous and could get any girl they want.

i got released yesterday and i need some time out of the house. so i called Ethan, my best guy friend. i scrolled through my phone until i got to 'E'. he was the first one in that category. i quickly pressed his contact and held the phone to my ear.

after three rings he picked.

"hey whats up" his deep voice cooed through the other line.

" wanna go out today, Starbucks and the movies, maybe?" he sighed in relief, giving a quick OK. we agreed to meet at Starbucks in a hour so i decided to get dressed.

i threw on a black crop top with '82' in white print. i also put white high waisted shorts and black converse. i put my hair in a high pony tail and grabbed a grey sweater just in case. i hopped in my mustang and sped to the Starbucks knowing that he would be early.

I arrived to see that not only Ethan was there but Nathan too. I knew that Nathan liked me but I decided it would be best if he didn't know I knew.

" Carly!" Nathan exclaimed standing to hug me. Nathan was hot but he was like my brother so i could never date him.

"the one and only" i muffled into his chest as he engulfed me in his embraced. he chuckled and kissed my head. he let me go from his death grip.  I quickly walked to the line and waited till it was my turn to order.

" next." the cute guy behind the counter called. I quickly walked up and ordered." is that all" he winked at me.

" actually I lost my number, can I borrow yours?" he nodded a little before giving me my drink and receipt which had his number scribbled on it. I quickly sat down and peered out the window. but my eyes stopped on one thing.

****JCS P.O.V****

" JC, CONNOR" a voice shouted as me and Connor started to walk out of the Starbucks. I turned around to see Carly and two other people jogging to catch up to us. Carly ran to me and hugged me tightly. I quickly replied to the hug kissed her head gently. one of the guys she was with shot me a glare but I ignored it. I felt empty and cold as she pulled back and hugged Connor. I took the time to introduce myself to the guys she was with. the one kept glaring at me, I found out his name is Nathan. Ethan seemed cool though.

we all decided to go see the movie frozen. I put my arm around Carly but she didn't move it and I could see the smile grow on her face as she leaned into me. I mentally patted myself on the back.

 "do you and connor wanna come back to my house with Ethan, Nathan, and I?" she asked as we walked out of the theater, my arm still around her.

"ya we would love to." Connor responded. I glare at him.

" shouldn't you call your girlfriend, you haven't talked to her in like a week." I reminded him. I was trying to get Carly alone or at least without Connor around.

  I quickly pulled Carly to the side. she looked at me confused.

  " Carly I really like you and I wanted to ask you if you would go on a date with me. I know you don't think of me like that bu-" my rambling was cut off by her lips placing themselves on mine. she pulled back and giggled.

" JC, I like you too. I would love to go on a date with you." she reassured me. I placed my lips on hers for a slight moment but pulled back remembering Connor and her friends were still here.

  I turned to see her friend glaring at me and Connor with a jealous look. he couldn't say anything he has a girlfriend.

I decided I would text Carly when we would have the date.

' pick you up at seven tomorrow?' I saw her look at her phone then at me and she nodded.

   I can't wait till tomorrow.....