To Define Love (Lesbian Story)

To Define Love (Lesbian Story) Ch. 11

Wow, i am so dizzy right now and i don't know why! -FRUSTRATED lol anywayyy here ya go

Laura's Point Of View:

Chapter Eleven:

Wait... What?!

I signed off AIM and shut my laptop off. Sighing, I laid down on my bed and covered my eyes with my elbow. My head was killing me right now. In the past twenty four hours I go from being extremely happy and... well just happy... to miserable. I couldn't accept what happened a few moments ago. Was it really only a few moments ago? It didn't really seem like it. I was brought out of my stupor when I heard a small knock on my bedroom door.

"Come in." I droned out to them. The light footsteps didn't disguise who it was, my mom. I didn't even bother to move my arm away as she sat down next to me.

"Monkey?" Again, with the childhood nickname. What was it with parents and not being able to understand you aren't four years old anymore?

"Mm?" I groaned out. Words seemed too cliché for the time being.

"Do you... want to talk about what?" She asked cautiously. I moved my elbow from my face and stared at her. Did I want to talk about it? What on earth kind of question was that?

"Do you think I want to talk about it?" I said in a plain voice. Her face contorted and she looked out the window. I rolled my eyes and rolled onto my side.

"I... think you do, Laura. By the stand offish mood you're giving me right now, it rather is saying a lot." What in the world was she on about?

"Oh really? And why do you think this?" I asked stupidly. That probably wasn't a good idea...

"Well, it's only normal to be troubled about the person you're in love with." My stomach churned in pain and my eyes bulged. Oh fuck me... I sat up quickly and looked at her with a terror stricken expression.

"Uh... w-what are you t-talking about?" I had stuttered. Congratulations to me...

"You didn't think I knew did you? I've known for quite some time, Monkey." I was chewing my lip now, a nervous habit I seemed to have as of late. So many thoughts were going through my head. Do I lie and tell her she was losing her mind? Do I agree with her and take my fate of her questioning and torment? Or do I pass out and never wake up?

"Mom, I think you have it mixed up with something else..." I chose to lie. What else was I suppose to say? *Oh hey mom! I've had sex for the first time and it wasn't a boy -smiles* Haha that would go over OH so well. Not.

"How blind do you think I am, Laura? I'm only 36. I was born at night, not last night. It's rather obvious that you two are in love with one another." I thought I was going to throw up. I grabbed the trash can by my bed for a dramatic effect. "Oh stop it. You're not sick." She laughed as she took it from me. I groaned and laid back down.

"Mom, it's not what it seems like..." I was being backed into an emotional corner. How was any of this real today? First the car under the snow, Jenna confessing about a dark past, and my mom knowing im gay? I sat there for a moment...I'm gay. Wow I don't think I have ever admitted that to myself.

"It's not what it seems? Then can you explain to me during dinner how you two weren't side glancing one another constantly like you two are hiding a huge secret from the world and the love sick smiles? Or how I walked in your room the other morning and found you two cuddling naked on your bed? Or what about the fact I found your journal?" She said matter of fact like. I was at a loss for words as I sat there with my mouth agape. I didn't know what to say. My mind was racing as I sat there and looked in all directions but hers.