Chapter 19

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Niall's P.O.V.

I wake up in the waiting room of the hospital, and Larissa still on my lap fast asleep. I look around to see all the other guys passed out on the floor while we still wait for answers on how Harry is doing. 

"Daddy?" Larrisa looks up at me, her eyes all red and puffy from crying. "Hmm?" I tell her and stroke her hair out of her face. "Where's Harry? Is he okay?" She starts to freak out. "Yes, he's fine." I lie to her. 

The doctor comes out and wakes everyone up, then tells them to get back in the chairs since other people are coming in. The doctor comes towards me, and asks me if he can talk to me privatly, I nod and walk with him while Louis takes Larissa with the other guys. 

"So, for Styles right?" He asks and I nod. "The bullet hit im in the shoulder, we managed to get the bullet out of him but he lost a lot of blood, which makes him weak. He's in the ICU right now and can only have two visitors at the time. He's heavily medicated and asleep." I smile at him. "Thank you, so I can visit him now?" He nods. I smile even more, just the fact that he's okay makes me want to jump around the room in joy. "Wait, what's his room number?" I ask him before he leaves. "335." He responds. I go up in the elevatator and reach the floor. I search for the room number, and when I finally found it, I opened up the room to find a fragile looking Harry laying down on a bed with a bunch of needles stuck to him. His skin paler than usual. It breaks my heart to see him like this. The man I fell in love with, is lying on a hospital bed. It should have been me instead, not him. 

I walk closer to him, and sit beside him. I hold on to his hand. "I'm so sorry this happened to you babe. I wish it was me instead of you. You're amazing, you know that?" I feel a tear slide down my cheek. "I fell in love with you, even though I never really told you that, but I did. I fell in love with you so hard that it would be hell trying to get out of it. For a second I thought I was going to loose you, I have never been more scared in my life. I love you so much Harry Styles. Please wake up soon." By this tiime there was tears flowing down from my eyes. I know he's okay, but he looks so much worse than what the doctor had told me. 

I sit there for a few hours scrolling through Twitter commenting back on some concerned fans. Telling them that he's fine and i'm sitting with him right now. It seems like they had calmed down a bit. I hear the door crack and I see Larissas small body walk towards me, and jump into my arms. "That's daddy?" She pointed to him, and I nod. "I want to hug him." She whispered to me. "Okay, but be careful." She goes up to him and gives him a big hug and kiss on the cheek. "Thank you for saving my life daddy. I love you, please wake up." The words coming out of her mouth made me want to crumble to my knees. Her voice cracking through the words, making me realize how much of an amazing man he actually is to her... To us. I just want him in my arms, to hold and protect from the world. I want him to wake up, to hear his voice and for him to tell me that he will be fine, and not just the doctors. "I love you daddy. Don't leave me." She tells him still hugging him. 

"I-I won't ever leave you baby." Harry mumbles, catching his breath. "Daddy?! You're awake!" She smiles. "Ye-eah. In pain." I look at him happy but concerned at the same time, I don't want him in pain. He turns his head slightly to look at me. "C'mere." He tells me, so I go on the other side. "Kiss me.. Please." He tells me so I leaned down to kiss him softly on the lips. "I missed you" I tell him truthfully. "I heard everything you said babe. No need to tell me again." He smirked a little bit. "Did you really fall in love with me Niall Horan?" 

I blushed looking down and away from him. "Yes, yes I did." I look back at him. "Hmm, and I happened to fall in love with you too, along with this little one over here." He looks at Larissa and I see her face light up as she looks at him with the most loving face ever. I smile at the fact that this is my family, even if it doesn't feel like it. 

The door knocks and it's Louis. "Umm, can I have a moment with him?" He asks. I'm a bit hesitant of course, but I do it anyways. Larissa follows me out the door. 

Harry's P.O.V.

I don't really remember all of what had happened to me that day, but I do know that I got shot by someone, and then I'm in a hospital room and hear Niall talking to me along with Larissa. I heard everything they were telling me, but I couldn't talk yet, my mind wasn't working right until I finally spoke, and I'm glad I did. It feels nice to talk again even if my voice isn't the best right now and i'm in pain. 

"Hey Hazza. How do you feel?" Louis asks me. "I'm okay. How are you?" 

"I'm worried about you, well was. But now I see that you're fine, but still." I nod understandingly. "I- I mean I still love you." 

"I still love you too, and you know that nothing will ever change that matter." I look him in his ocean blue eyes. When they're that blue, I know he's upset. 

"That kiss we shared..." He tells me. "I just- It was something else." I remember it as he brings it up. "Yeah, it was a trip. Threw me off gaurd, but I hope you know that just because of that kiss, I'm still going to be with Niall." He looked away hurt and confused. "But come on, we are not with manegement anymore, we can finally be free. Just like how we always wanted to be remember Harry? We would lie in bed, talking about our future together, and that once we were free from manegement we would tell the whole world that we were together, get married and adopt a child." A tear flows down my face. If only this were to happen sooner. 

"I- I know Louis. I know we said all those things, and I really wish that there was some way I can reverse time and be there with you again, laying down next to each other like how we always did. You made me the happiest person alive Lou, you really did. You still do. But now, it's to late for that. I already have a family with Niall, and you know that. I'm not just going to leave them." He looks down. "We can still adopt Haz, I want a child with you. It's something I have always wanted." I look at him in disbelief. 

"Okay, one, I know you do, you always use to talk about it all the time. Two, I really don't think that Niall would agree with that. And three, I already have to look out for a child, and look where it's gotten me." I sigh. "I'm not having another kid for a while, even if Niall wants another, I would say no. So please, Louis, stop. Don't make this harder on us, and on yourself than it already is. If Niall and I don't make it through this relationship then... We will see, but Niall and I already confessed our love for each other and Larissa. I'm sorry Lou, but listen to me." I grab his hand. "You'll find someone amazing and perfect just like you. And someone who can treat you better than I ever could. I promise. Even if it's not me." It kills me to say those words, but every word I say is true. 

He starts to cry to me. "I love you Haz, always have and always will. And even if I do fall in love with another person, I will never stop loving you." He hugs me. "One last kiss.. Please?" He asks me. I nod. "But first lock the door." I whisper to him. He walks over to lock the door. I make room for him to lie down next to me, as much as it pains me to move, I do anyways. He lies down next to me, our faces close to each other. Our lips collide and I feels sparks and butterflies bursting in my stomach all at once. He wraps his hands around my curls and I do the same with his hair. Our legs intertwine with each other and I pulls his body closer to mine as we get lost into the kiss. 

We finally break the kiss, and I look into his eyes. "I missed this." He tells me. "Shut up and just hug me." I tell him and he does what I ask him.

"I should really go back in there before they start to ask anything. I promise I won't say anything about what happened." He tells me and I kiss his head. "Thank you. Love you." "I love you too Haz." He walks out the door, and I sigh. I'm such a horrible boyfriend, but my feelings for Louis will always be there no matter what the situation is. 

"Daddy!" Larissa yells out to me, and I turn around to see her face lighting up as she walks towards me. "Hey princess." I smile at her. "Come lie down with me." I pat the empty side of the bed that was for Louis, but now for her. She lies down next to me, as I cuddle her to protect her from everything. I guess I'm not to bad at being a dad, even if she hated me at first. "I'm tired." She yawned. "Go to sleep, I'll go to sleep with you. Daddy's tired too." And as soon as I said those words, she fell fast asleep in my arms, and so did I. 

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