What Life Has Given Me- The Flash

The Lavender Speedster

She walked into the room, next thing I knew I saw her throwing Barry against the wall, a dent was left and a gust of wind left his body. I looked down at him, tears filled my eyes. What have I become.

"She's worse. " I said choked up. I felt Cisco hand me a small box, I didn't look at it, just grasped it tight. I felt Caitlyn's hand on my shoulder, she was grasping it hard to keep me from being held hostage. Then all the sudden I saw my own body run fast towards me, it was the darkest blue I have ever seen, with blood shot eyes haunting my mind. Her lavender gloves gripped me tight, I felt Caitlyn try to grab me but it was to late. Soon we passed tall buildings, fear struck me tight, as I tried to get my own hands off my waist that she was holding me by. Kicking my own body, she didn't even flinch, but air was leaving my lungs. I couldn't scream because that would show weakness, something she fed off of.

I felt my body be tossed onto a hard floor, but yet air didn't lose my lungs it was yanked inside them. I looked up to see that we were in a laboratory, it was mercury labs. I heard my father talk about this place, the walls were bright white. I looked up to see my own gaze, I had lavender hair, and lavender eyes, I looked sick and filled with regret. Coming to my feet, she smacked me to the ground. My body felt raw, looking up at her, she had hatred in her eyes.

"Screw you." Those small words left my mouth, softly but yet it stung my own mind, and lips. I came to hate who I was, even though the future could be changed, and still having doubts in the back of my head.

"You love me." Watching a dreading the few words I was about to say to her now dead eyes.

"I never will love you."

I rolled off my back and started to crawl away. When I felt her knife pierce through my skin. Screams left my body cracking my voice to make it come to a point, and it echoed in the lab halls that was closed for the night. Looking up at her as my hands shook.  Not taking my eyes off her dead mind I gripped the knife yanking it out with more screams piercing me.

I felt the small box in my right hand, and in my left blood was starting to spread across it. She raised her hand and threw me towards the glass windows, they shattered, accidentally throwing the knife. I grabbed the ledge with glass piercing my palms, in my other hand I was gripping the box tight, not knowing what it was. Looking up at her as she took her left hand down to an added on belt I never noticed until then, and pulled out a needle. I knew that liquid that existed inside the needle.

It was V9, she gripped it and stabbed it into my hand scratching the bone, she injected it into my many veins she just impaled. I felt like throwing up, as I screamed my lungs out. Seeing a familiar streak of light. I looked at the side of the building, seeing Wally running up it, before I knew it he was standing right in front of me. With a lift of her hand she threw him out the window, when it came over my body, a wave of panic and fear of losing someone that tried to save me, cared for me, and helped me.

Soon my eyes started to go red, I saw him floating in the air with blood blurring my vision. But the blood just started to slowly stream down my face, I wiped it away and everything was starting to become clear once more. Feeling a sharp pain leave my hand but yet start to grow more, I felt my own grip around my neck. She pinned me to the wall.

"You're lucky, I need you." She threw me to the ground smacking my head, making me dizzy. The only thing keeping me awake was knowing Wally needed me. She raced out of the building, it gave me time to crawl over to the shattered window surrounded by glass to see how to put Wally on the ground. His feet started to touch, blood was dripping from my mouth, as I felt a hand on my shoulder, and letting go off my grasp on Wally. I turned around and screamed in fear, realizing it was just Cisco. Seeing a flash of light run into the room to only be Wally checking up on me. Knowing he was okay my head hit the ground again from everything becoming black.

My eyes started to break open as I saw the way to familiar room, and bed. Barry was in a bed next to me, with an ice pack on his head. I didn't say anything just putting off the thought off my future regrets.

"How you feeling?" Barry said looking at me.

"I feel like someone just smashed my head with a hammer."

"She throws people hard."

"Yeah she does." I said as Caitlyn walked in with a smile on her face.

"Glad to see you awake. You were out for a few days."

"Then why is Barry still here, shouldn't he be healed or something."

"He kinda passed out again after he woke up, and smacked his head."

"I was fine."

"That's what you said before you passed out." His face filled with annoyance from being proved wrong.

"Why did I stay out for so long?"

"You were trying to heal but the V9 weakened your system." I looked up to see Cisco perk into the room.

"I have great news!"

"Did you figure out how to get V9 out of my system?"

"No, but I got your suit done."

"Cool."

"Go try it on!"

I stood up but Caitlyn trying to get me to sit back down.

"You may pass out."

"I'm not Barry."

"Hey!" I looked over at him with an expression of annoyance.

"Fine." He said standing up.

"Be careful don't want to be showed up by a little girl." He glared at me as I laughed at my own joke.

Cisco handed me the suit and I ran down the hall and tried it on. I looked in the mirror, it was a light grey body suit, with a black mask, and boots, with a glowing lavender lightning bolt across the chest and going through out the suit. I dashed back down the hall, I saw Barry in a scarlet red suit as he dashed away. Suddenly Wally dashed past me and spun in a circle putting on his suit. Cisco looked up at me.

"Lavender speedster at Barry's apartment." We all dashed it out of Star Labs.