Randomness of a Wattpadian Girl 2

I AM SO MAD AT MY SISTER

Ugh that girl I tell you, she is nothing but disgusting. What I caught her doing to so very illegal and I can't let mom know without deleting everything on my phone so Kyra can't tell mom what I am doing on here.

Just today she was getting touchy and sitting on a boy's lap. Mind you the same boy talking very nasty things about "me" or Kyra keeps saying herself and who happens to be her friend on FB and I was like get off his lap and I had to watch her like a hawk. She was whispering things to him and he was to her.

She keeps making me look like the bad person to these people she knows when I am an adult and trying to watch out for my sister, who doesn't even care about me or my feelings.

She keeps making fun of me for crying at every little thing. Including getting to upset when an animal is killed or seeing a homeless person and we always help them. I can't help I have a huge heart for others!

And I have a little bit of a muffin top, don't ask me how I got it, but she keeps making fun of it and poking at it. I have to suck it in and hide it in tight clothes.

I will admit I do think my sister lost her virginity by now due to how she is acting and being or at least went to first and second base with the guy and her.

She can not call herself a Christian with what she does. She lies all the time, including about herself. She curses at me when I tell her not to do something (taking the Lord's name in vain) and many other perverted, ungodly things.

Gah I just don't know what to do anymore. I just don't. What am I going to do with her? I just don't know. I'm so sacred for her but she just doesn't care.

She is only 16 and she could go to jail for what she is doing! She told me if I told mom she would literally kill me, and she was dead serious about ending my life. I will admit, I am sacred of my sister.

I do have scars from where she dug her nails into my arm to get the kitty charm. And I hate looking at them, but whenever someone asks what happen. I tell them my sister did it and then she just rolls her eyes or something like it is no big deal.

She is just abusive, just like our dad! She is just like him, stubborn, mean, and many, many other things I do not want to even say.

I am so upset and sick, I have no idea what to do, and great, I'm trying to keep from crying. I just wish mom would find out on her own what she is doing so she can get sent away to a place to help her.

And she keeps putting her old phone in her bra, I am shocked that she doesn't have breast cancer by now, she has done it since she was gosh, I have no idea, she use to do it 24/7 but now she can't, since she has a different phone.

But anyways I don't know what to do anymore. I just don't have any idea what I am going to do anymore at all.