Randomness of a Wattpadian Girl 2

My Current Mood

Welcome to the most commonly used words in my brain. I do strongly dislike it but what can you do? I can't tell them, it is way to hard and people don't understand. And it is easy for you to say I should, but you know them and I would end up having know friends, because they would turn you against me for saying my true feelings.

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This one hurts like heck. Only a few good friends actually see how I am doing, and even some of those who are busy. But for the ones always saying they don't have time, please, stop rping reading books, talking to people and maybe you would have time. You have enough time to leave sweet things on your friends MB yet you can't just do the same for me or even just say hi? Don't make yourself feel good and me feel like crap.

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Me everyday, I can't count the time people only come to me when they need me. Know my true friends, the ones in my bio, never do that to me. And I am blessed to have them, since they are so much better than y'all who claim to be my friend. And they have done so much more than you will ever do, and they are always commenting on this book, yet what are you doing? Hmm? I comment on yours yet you don't have the respect to on mine? Tsk.

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This is me, and for those who do the same thing, can understand how I feel. I don't mind feeling that way, I end up feeling better when my friends are feeling happy. As long as they are happy, I am happy. Now sometimes I will get down, because people treat me like crap.

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Well, only my friends offer, and I have to say, they mean everything to me and I don't want to lose them. Which is why I do everything to keep them no matter how they feel. I love them so freaking much and no words can express how much I love them.

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Sometimes I do feel like treating certain people who they treat me, but them I recall I always follow The Golden Rule, which is why I don't. I hope that you will turn around and follow the Golden Rule for me, yet you never do. I can't say I'm shocked, I am just disappointed in you.

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So those are just my feelings, for those who I talk to everyday, are on my bio and ect, y'all are fine. I love y'all so much and you guys make me so happy and just are more than I could have ever asked for ❤❤

It is just the others who don't see they are hurting me because they are to blind to notice that they are not all good like they think they are.
Like someone always said:

"You don't know what you have, until you have lost it"
And you are losing me, try getting me back before it is to late.