Randomness of a Wattpadian Girl 2

My Ultimate Regret

Sometimes, like now, I regret coming onto this site. No, it isn't because of the friends I made, its because of the ones I lost. It hurts everyday to not know why they left, why you can't talk to them anymore. It is just a horrible feeling of not knowing. And I wish so hard to know why they left and of they would come back. Sometimes I blame myself, for the fact is, maybe I could of notice they were leaving and got them to stay. Yet, it is way to late for that. If I could go back in time to when I started, I would and I would try and keep in touch with everyone, even those who left this site. I wish everyday that they will come back and I will get to say hello and ask why they did leave. But I may never know why, and just the thought of not knowing is slowly killing me. Bottom line is, never neglect those you love and know.

Spam them with love and that they are appreciated. Let them know you care so much about them and you will always remember them if they left and you could constantly have them on your mind. And I do all of these things, now, but not then, and know I regret it so badly.

Gah, can't see because of the tears and now my keyboard is wet, sorry for mistakes.

Anyways, never take those you for granted. One day you will regret it so badly, like I am now. But then it is to late to do anything and you have to live with not knowing for the rest if your life, if they don't come back, on why.

That is my ultimate regret, not knowing why they left and if I could help in some way.