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As I'm going down my camera roll I start to delete all the photos of me and Yvonne.

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Even though I don't love her anymore, it was hard deleting those photos. It was like deleting a part of me. I don't love her, but pressing that delete button was hard.

It's funny, you never stop caring for someone. I am a strong believer of that. If you care about someone once, chances are you always will. You can't just stop caring for someone, and even if you try it would be very very hard. When people fall in love, this feeling comes. It's called "caring for the other" and no matter what, nothing can break that. When you care for someone, you would do anything for them. If they needed you, and you truly cared about them, you would drop everything to be with them. Even if , like me, you are trying or tried to stop caring for someone because you need to move on, or they have done something terrible to you, or made you feel bad, or you want to get rid of them from your heart, it's not that easy. It never is and it never ever will be. Yes, you may fall out of love, but you can't just stop caring for someone. You never will stop caring. Even if you say you don't, deep down you know you still care.

I still care about her....but now I'm caring for someone else.

I care about Spencer. And damn, I would do anything for her!

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