Get To Know You - Spoby

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Toby Cavanaugh: SPENCE YOUR LIKES JUST EXPLODED THROUGH THE ROOF ON INSTAGRAM?!
Me: hehe I know. Wren is being amazing. Really starting to get me known!
Toby Cavanaugh: he is?
Me: Yeah he's amazing!
Toby Cavanaugh: amazing huh?
Me: yeah!!
Toby Cavanaugh: hm
Me: what's wrong?
Toby Cavanaugh: oh nothing....
Me: your not jealous right? 😂😂
Toby Cavanaugh: shut up spencer
Me: wow what's wrong?
Toby Cavanaugh: I SAID NOTHING  
Me: you don't need to be so rude :/
Toby Cavanaugh: yeah cause that's what I'm being? Rude?
Me: yes!!! Why can't you be happy for me?!
Toby Cavanaugh: because you think so much of Wren! He's all you ever talk about!
Me: that's not true Toby, you know that
Toby Cavanaugh: no I don't....
Toby Cavanaugh: and maybe I don't know you.

I stare at my screen. Staring at message. It gets a little hard to type as tears drip onto my screen.

Me: well I'm sorry you feel that way.
Toby Cavanaugh: maybe it was a mistake ever talking to you. Ever following you.
Me: yeah maybe.
Toby Cavanaugh: maybe we should just forget each other?
Me: if you want
Toby Cavanaugh: right now that's what I wanna do
Me: so when you gonna remember me, huh? When your bored? When your sad and you feel lonely? When you need to talk to someone? Cause if your gonna "forget me" Toby, I suggest you really do that. And don't talk to me again.
Toby Cavanaugh: that's fine by me.
Me: fair enough     ?
Toby Cavanaugh: no we are not doing that.
Toby Cavanaugh: goodbye Spencer.
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I don't reply but whisper a small "goodbye" to myself and fall to the ground crying. That's where I spent my night. Crying myself to sleep. On the floor.