I woke up to knocking on my door. As I got off the bed, I looked in the mirror as I passed by it. Wow my hair was every where. Then I remember last night. Maybe it was just a dream I thought, maybe I really didn't go to a concert last night with Matt. Maybe I just came here, and just fell asleep after he dropped me off from the airport. Maybe this was Matt at the door. Just as I opened it I suddenly felt strong arms around me, I almost panicked, but as they let go, and move back, and looked into Vic's brown eyes, I realize everything that happen last night was real. I met Kellin Quinn, Jack from all time low spoke to me. Last night was just an amazing night. "Hey amber, me, the guys and the other bands are going out to eat for breakfast.
I was wondering If you would like to come along." He said grabbing my hand looking at me. I smiled, and nodded my head "Sure, just let me get ready." "Okay just come next door when your ready" I nodded my head, and went back inside. I decided I was gonna wear a summer dress, since it was so hot out here in Florida. I went, and took a quick shower, I didn't want to keep the guys waiting. I got dressed, and slipped my combat boots on. I left my hair down to dry, it was naturally curly. I put in some makeup, and walking out the hotel room.
I walked next door, since Vic was staying in the room next to mine. I could hear a lot of talking from behind the door. "Kellin, put Vic down I heard someone say" I took a deep breath, and knocked on the door. Just then the door was pulled open, I was about to ask for Vic, as I saw Justin hills from sleeping with sirens looking me up, and down. He slowly pull the shades down from his eyes, biting his lip. I started laughing, "Um, how may I help a pretty little lady like you out?" He said, as the door open a little more, and Gabe came up beside him. "Don't mind him, he's a really big flirt" he said pushing Justin. "Are you lost or something?" Gabe asked after sort of wrestling with Justin. "Amber is that you?" I heard Mike shout from the distant. "Yea" I said still kind of laughing at the Justin. Just then Vic came to the door, he had a huge grin on his face as he saw me. I couldn't help but smile back. "Wait, What!? This is Amber?" Both Justin, and Gabe both stop pushing each other staring back at us. "Yeah, this is her guys" Vic said starting to blush. "Nice to meet you" I said to the both of them, as everyone started pilling out the room.
After everyone said Hi, except Jack from sws, cause he was chilling with All time low in there room which was a floor below us. The guys from sws, and Mike both head downstairs to the Buses, as me and Vic went to get the rest of the crew. He held my hand as we walked, and knocked on the door "come on guys" Vic yelled thru the door, just as it opened. "Where coming, but keep it down Alex and Jack got a hangover." Zach said coming out laughing. Just then out walked Tony, Jaime & Matt. "What are you doing here" I said to Matt. "Shhh your to loud, I had to much to drink last night, and couldn't drive home, so Jaime said I could sleep on the couch in his room." I chuckled because everyone was wearing sun glasses. As we pilled into the buses, we headed to IHOP for breakfast. Which was one of my favorite places to go, so I was happy. As we pulled into the parking lot we all got out. Mike, and Tony asked what we wanted as we found our seats by the window. Me, and Vic decided to seat on the other side by yourself so we could get some alone time.
At first we sat there in silence, which made me realize every time I was with Vic, we always sat in silence at first, just staring at each other. Finally we started up a conversation. We started talking about how his first band, and how it didn't work out. Then how he ran in to Jaime, and tony. How they started the band. You could see in Vic's eyes the passion he has for his career as he talked about his band, and his music. Especially when he talked about his fans. He even told me how he met Kellin, and he fangirled in front of him. I chuckled at the thought of Vic fangirling. Then it grew quit for a second "I'm sorry" I said quickly looking down at my pancakes. "There nothing to be sorry for, everything happens for a reason. I'm just happy I get to be right here with you again" he said reaching his hand over the table, laying it on top of mine as e rubbed his thumb back, and forth across it. "There's something I have to tell you Vic" I said taking a deep breath.
I remember what I said to myself last night before I feel asleep, and I was gonna tell him. I was gonna tell him I was still in love with him. Should I? My heart was saying yes, but my mind was telling me no. I shouldn't cause he leaving soon, cause he still on tour. He lives in San Diego, while you live in Texas. That will never work out. "What is it?" He said as a frown came across his face, looking concern. "Um... I just wanted to tell you..." What should I tell him. Think of something. "I just wanted to tell you thank you for last night." I said looking at him smiling.
"Oh.. he said sort of smiling. Your welcome.So do you wanna get out of here, and go for a walk or something?" He asked as we got up. "Sure" just then I looked at the others, who where being very loud. Just then, I looked over, and saw Matt talking to some girl. He had his arms around her. Hmm... that must be his girlfriend. He told me about her. She was really pretty. I will have to meet her later. Vic told the other we were going for a walk, as we left. We walked down the street coming upon a beach. I took my boots off, and walked over to the water letting the water come up and tickle my feet I closed my eyes. Just then I felt myself being lifted, and looked down to see Vic spinning me in circles. This felt just like I was in a movie. He put me down, and grabbed my hand, as we walked around the edge of the water. "So what happened between you, and Cara?" I asked as I looked at him. He looked down at the sand, then back up at me. Then he looked in front of me. We just walked in silence. I shouldn't of asked. "I'm Sor.." I began to say as he shook his head. "No no, don't be sorry.
I knew you were going to ask eventually. Its all my fault. I let her get the best of me. I thought she was different, I thought she was the one for me. Turns out, she didn't feel the same. While I was on tour, she was sleeping around. She ended up pregnant with someone else's kid. We decided to go our separate ways. We still talk as friends, she a really nice girl, she was just lonely. I wasn't around as much." He finished saying, as a tear came down his face. I stopped pulling in him into a hug. "Vic it wasn't your fault, if she loved you, she would of never of done that. What she did was wrong, she shouldn't of gotten with you if she can't be alone. Don't every beat yourself up because of that. You did nothing wrong." I said pulling back wiping his tears away. "Your such a sweet heart, I would of never hurt you like that." I said realizing what I just said. I blushed and looked away. Vic put his hand under my chin, pulling me to look at him. We just stood at each other for a minute.
Just then Vic, started moving his face closer to mine. I lifted my face closing my eyes, as our lips softly touched each other. I felt the sparks between us, just then I remember what I had thought about earlier. I pulled away, Vic looked at me confused." I'm sorry Vic, I cant" Is all I said as I started running. I didn't know where I was going, but I just needed to be by myself. I felt tears coming down my face. I knew I just hurt him again. God I was so stupid. What was I doing?
