Chemicals

Contaminated

I watch you as you turn away.
Cry as your legs take the steps,
Warm tears, crystalizing my face watching as the door slams shut

I lock the door, only wishing to run after you.
But I know you wouldn't want that.
I trip, and I fall over every obstacle that is placed in my way.
I scream and I crawl, every injury bleeding deeply.

The leaves brush my face, but the nettles,
Pierce it.
I hate being sane, but when I'm with you, insanity becomes my best friend.

I'm running, I'm jumping
To see your hand in hers.
I stare in envy, anger and betrayal pollutes the air.

Contaminated.
Contaminated with your anger.
Contaminated, pen to paper.
Contaminated.

I hide behind the tree.
Piercing your silk with a wooden chip.
Throwing stones, I'm seeing double.
Barely blinking, barely speaking.
My head is spinning.

Are you happy now that you're winning?
I'm Contaminated.
Your infectious negativity, contaminates my sanity.
I scream out in anger, my fists blue and purple.
You've drawn out all life in me.
You have successfully, contaminated me