Thinking

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Iowa's POV:

This is the life I wanted. Where I could roam the city's streets with out worry that I would get beet when I walk through the doors of my home.

I'm free. I can do what I want. Presume the career's that I wanted. Not be held back by the wooden door of a house, a bad father, a drunk bastard.

Where I live with the two loves of my life. Where they love me like I love them. I'm cared for. I'm not told how worthless I am, how everything is my fault, I'm not given the constant reminder that my mother is dead and my brother left me for dead, that no one would ever love me.

Instead I'm told how beautiful I am. That everyone would love me. That my boyfriends love me unconditionally. And they support me when I fall. My friends are there for me.

I'm no longer alone and bullied. I'm surrounded by amazing people who would hurt anyone who even talked 1 bad thing about me.

They are amazing people.

They have me, and I have them.

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I get to see all of these people together 1 time a day during school. Club activities. Which started about half an hour ago.

Right now I'm sitting with 3 of my constant clients. The girl with the red hair who's name is Amy. The blonde girl who's name was Madison, but I call her maddie. Then the brunette who's name is Mackenzie.

"Iowa-Sempai your so happy and out going these days. Has anything happened?" Mackenzie asked. I him to myself. "Well I got out of a bad thing going on in my life and I've gone somewhere better." I glance to the twins then back to the girls.

"Bad things? What bad things? Are you alright?" Maddie asks concerned. "Well I lived in a very bad home situation but Hikaru and Kaoru took me in. I'm very happy about that." I reply, a smile spread across my face.

"Aren't you and the twins together?" Amy shyly questions. I give her a smile and look back towards the twins. "Yes. We are. And we are very happy together." Amy gives a fond smile "I hope I get love like you and the twins share." A blush spreads across my cheeks. "Dont worry you will." I reassure her.

Our timer goes off and the girls pout. I giggle a bit and stand to give them hugs before their departure. "I will see you girls next week don't worry. I will be here." They all get up and hug me before giving small waves and exiting.

I sigh and make my way over to the twins, plopping myself down in Kaoru's lap. "You okay?" Hikaru asks.

I nod my head "yeah just tired." I let out a yawn and the twins awe. "How about we go out to eat and then go home? That way we don't have to cook." I nod and make grabby hands to hikaru who picks me up, letting me wrap my limbs around him.

"What would you like for dinner love?" Kaoru asks softly. I shrug and look up to look at the rest of the club's.

All the couples are discussing diner plans and house arrangements, seeing who will go to who's house.

Tamaki and Kyoya are going out to s sushi place. Honey and Mori are deciding a bakery to go to. And Haruhi is talking to her new boyfriend Eren on who's cooking.

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