Why Me? (an OHSHC yaoi Fanfic)

Found Him

(Weeks Later)

No POV

Iowa, the host club, Ouran in general has settled. To the point were everything is repeating.

Wake up, eat breakfast, gossip, go to school, go to host club, go home eat once more go to bed.

It's becoming a never ending loop of nothingness. And it's not bothering anyone. Except Iowa. He's noticing these constancies and it's making him feel like something's going to happen. He doesn't know what yet. But he knows it's coming.

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"Iowa how would you like to see your brother again?" Honey asks innocently. Iowa freezes.

He hasn't really thought about this much... What would he do if his brother and him ever made contact. Would he forgive him? Hate him? Ignore him? Does he even ever want to see that asshole again?

Honey frowns noticing his friends drop in mood. "We don't need to talk about it if you don't want to." He says with caution.

This is when Iowa realizes he wants to talk about it. "No it's fine. I haven't thought much about it.... But I think I'm okay. I don't want to meet him. I'm okay with the life I have now. I don't need that asshole back in it." Iowa huffs.

"But he is your brother." Honey pushes causing Iowa to almost glare. "He abandoned me. He left me with my abusive father, he didn't think about taking me! I WAS 6!!! I was 6 when I was scared for life and where was he!? Hiding and leaving me in hell! So don't think just because we share the same blood and face I'm going to forgive him in a heartbeat!"

Iowa's eyes widen realizing what he just did, he covered his mouth before speaking "oh..my..god. I am so sorry Honey-Sempai! I didn't mean to yell. Please don't cry." Iowa said scared. Honey's eyes were watery and his bottom lip was poked out. Honey stood and ran to Mori before Iowa could say anything else.

Iowa frowned. He looked around for the twins and sighed when be realized they were not in the music room.

So he just sits in his spot and waits for his customers.

The day turned out to be like anyother. Boring and depressing. He ended up apologizing to Honey who forgave him almost instantly. The twins never showed up and he just felt like something was off.

Iowa is sitting in the curb, waiting for the limo to show up and he realized within a few minutes that the twins weren't coming so he decided to send them a text.

Iowa: Where are you guys? Did you already leave school?

The limo soon comes, and the twins are no where to be seen. Finally he receives a text and he happily gets into the car.

Kaoru: sorry babe! Me and Hikaru had to leave early but we will be at home when you get back :)

The drive seems to go by a lot slower and it just made Iowa more and more anxious.

Right when they pulled up to the mansion he noticed the other hosts here as well.

Iowa's POV:

When I walk into the main room I see the hosts forming a walk, blocking something from me. Is this a surprise?! I smile brightly "Hi guys! What are you doing?" I look to my boyfriends who have soft smiles on their faces.

"We thought it would be a good idea to reunite you with someone." Kaoru starts, and somehow I automatically knew what was going on, but before I could speak up Hikaru says "We thought it would be nice to see your brother." With this  the host club parts.

Standing there is the smiling perfect boy that is my brother. My smile drops "What the hell are you doing here?" I growl.

Honey sighs "I told you guys." Everyone looks confused but Izoma looks sad. "Dont give me that look you asshole!"

"Iowa stop! Why are you acting like this?" Hikaru almost yells. I frown "if this happened a week ago I would have been fine with this.  But recently realized what a terrible brother he was." Izoma looks even more sad, hurt even.

"You don't understand-" I quickly interupt Izoma "Yes I do. You left me. You could have at least come back to help me! But no! You got a normal life while I had to suffer. I was ruined when I turned 6! 6! I wasn't even at double digits!" The hosts stay silent and Izoma looks stunned.

I let out a sigh and quietly leave the room, running upstairs. I hear footsteps behinds me and when I turn around I see both Hikaru and Kaoru behind me.

"What happened down there?" Hikaru asks confused. "I-I don't want to see him right now." My eyes began to water and Kaoru brings me into an embrace. "Its okay.... We can tell him to leave if you would like." I shake my head.

I guess I was bound to see him sooner or later, better get this done now.

"I-I guess I will go talk to him. He needs to explain a few things to me." Both twins nod at my statement. "How about us and the hosts leave? So you can have private time with your brother." I hesitantly nod. "Sure. Don't go far please." The twins laugh causing a smile to form on my face.

"Come on." Hikaru grabs one of my hands and Kaoru grabs the other. then they both bring me downstairs. The hosts and my brother stop talking as soon as I walk in.

"I will give you one chance. You better explain yourself." I say, no emotion in my voice. Izoma nods happily and looks t to the hosts. "You guys are gonna go with Hikaru and Kaoru. Me and my brother here are going to talk." I basically order. They all nod, before they leave I catch Honey's sympathetic gaze.

I motion for Izoma to take a seat and I sit directly in front of him.

"Where should we start?" He asks. How about the time you abandoned me. I cringe to myself and make the phrase a little nicer be for speaking.

"Tell me why you left. And why you never came back." I demand. He looks a little taken back but I could care less.

"U-Um well... I didn't mean to leave for as long as I was." My curiosity got the best of me. "What do you mean?"

"Well....."

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Word count: 1086

A/n HIII! What did you guys think? Did you enjoy this chapter? What do you thinks gonna happen next? And yes I realize this is a small chapter, but I saw the opportunity to leave a cliff hanger and I took it. I LUV YOU GUYS! I WILL WRITE AGAIN LATER!! BEH!

Song: Oh, Ms Believer by twenty-one pilots

~Bella