Why Me? (an OHSHC yaoi Fanfic)

Confession

Izoma's POV:

This is it. Today is the day.

Today is the day I talk to my brother, and the twins. Lilly, Sierra, and I have worked our best to keep my nerves down.... But there all over the place. I'm a wreck.

Go get 'em tiger!

Good luck. You will need it.

Hmm. Joffery is being nice.... Oh no.. this was a terrible idea.

Would you rather me be intimidating and mean?

No. He doesn't. Stop.

Shh. Your giving me a headache.

I let out a frustrated sigh as I continue my walk home from school. We decided after school would be better than before, that way if they reject me, I can get away.

The giant mansion that has made it my home, arrives in the distance. I slow my walking slightly until I stop.

Should I really do this?

Would they actually want you?

Do you think they will say yes?

No..

THEN DO IT!

Your being wierd today.

What can I say. I like seeing your dreams be crushed..

Great.

I start my walking.

I can do this. It's not a problem. If I get rejected, oh well. It happens alot.

I arrive at the front doors and hesitate.

Deep breath. Don't panic.... Good.... Now good luck.

Let's do this. I open the door and the smell of steak cooking hits my nose. I take one more sleep breath and off I go.i can hear the giggling in the kitchen.

Should I ruin their mood?

No just tell them at dinner.

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Dinner came to quick for my liking. And to say I was nervous.......  Help please.... 

"Izoma dinner!"

I slowly make my way downstairs,  shaking with anxiety. I'm not ready to be hated. I don't think I will ever be hated. 

I feel very heavy as I walk into the dining room,  the boys all laughing and seeming to enjoy the variety of food in front of them. 

I cleared my throat softly and try to get there attention....  That didn't work..  I once again clear my throat just louder.  They turn to me with smiles  "what's up? " Iowa asks work a smile.  My palms begin to sweat due to my nerves. 

"U-Uh..  I need to tell you guys something before I am seated... " Iowa looks at me strange...  Thank god I packed my bags already.  "I have been confused lately and a lot of things have been going on in my mind and I realized somethings. " I pause to glance at the three. 

Iowa looks concerned and the twins....  Just....  Seem curious..... Good luck...

"I li-..  Love you guys....  More than I should.  And I-I know that you guys are still uneasy of me...  B-But I needed to get it off of my chest."

Silence.

The one thing I feared.  I open my eyes,  that I don't remember closing. My heart drops.  They are still. No movement.  They are just silent with shocked expressions. 

I swallow the lump in my throat.  "W-Well?" Kaoru's mouth opens but shuts again.  I can feel my eyes starting to water...  I don't know why I'm surprised.  I turn quick and rush upstairs,  not listening to their calls for me to wait. 

I wipe the fallen tears from my cheeks as I make my way into my room. I run  my hand through my hair in frustration....  Why me....  Breathe...  In...  Out... In....  Fuck. 

I grab my chest my anxiety reaching the surface causing my chest to tighten.  Breathe.  Tears freely flow down my cheeks.  I am most jump to the ceiling when someone pulls me into them.  I cry harder,  my breathing becoming harsher. 

"Calm down.....  Come on breathe."  a voice calmly let's out  I try and focus on my breathing,  screwing my eyes chat and trying to focus. 

" There you go. " The person coo's. I feel warmth run through me as I get my breathing under control.  I sigh in content.  I feel the rubbing on my back cease and I realize something.  It's one of them.  My eyes shoot up... 

Hikaru.

I clear my throat and sit up,  wiping the tears from my eyes.  "Sorry" I mumble,  standing once more. I turn towards the for to see Iowa and Kaoru waiting in the door frame.

"Are you okay Izoma?" I nod,  having no energy to talk.  I feel heavy once more.  "Sorry" I repeat. 

Iowa rushes toward pulling me into a hug.  I'm surprised at first but soon melt into it.  "We love you to." I freeze.   He pulls back with a smile.  "You didn't let any of us talk. " Iowa giggles and tucks a strand of hair behind my ear. 

"R-Really? " I recover from shock.  He nods.  I look to Hikaru,  who has made his way closer,  and he nods.  Kaoru is right behind me now and he nods,  his hands finding there ways to my hips.  I blush.

"Sorry." I state and Hikaru laughs.  "There is nothing to be sorry about." He kisses my cheek and I can feel myself turn more red. 

"W-What does this m-mean?"

They all look to each other.

"Izoma will you go out with us?"

"Yes!"

Finally

What?

He's happy

They both are

Yup! 

How do I tear them down now?

You don't...

Does this mean I can start using more dad jokes..

No!

What's Batman's favorite store?

Kill me!

......  Justice...

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Word count:  897 (900 if you count word count:  897)

A/n so...  How do we feel....  Next chapter will be the last.....  I'm hurt....  I mean I have another ohshc fic that I'm working on...  Be prepared for that... But yeah..  Bye humans..

Song:  Young,  Dumb,  and Broke by Khalid

~bella