ADDICTION~~~(COMPLETED)

Chapter 10

Spencer

"You're fucking kidding me right?"I groan when Hanna Emily and Aria walk in.

" we knew you'd be here" Emily says

"What do you want?"

"To talk about what you said outside the brew" Hanna starts

"If you were really there wouldn't you tell someone Spence? You wouldn't just leave Ali"

"You're right. I guess i wasn't really there" i groan

"Spence! Stop. We are finally listening tell us!" hanna yells

"I don't want to talk about it"

"Fine. I guess the police will have to get it out of you"

"You can't do that!" i yell as i jump up

"Then start talking" she tests

"I can't"

"Why not?"

"Because Aria. It's not just me that will be effected if this gets out"

"Who are you protecting?" Em asks

I stay quiet

"God help me Spencer if you don't start talking i will walk out of here and head straight to the police station"

"Fine" i groan "but You're going to want to sit"

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"I'm so sorry Spence" Aria mumbles as she hugs me

"Why didn't you come clean before?" Hanna asks

"Were you not listening? The boys panicked and touched the crime scene.if we told the cops they would have got busted and I didn't want that to happen"

" so you just left our friend there!"

" really Hanna, I just opened up to you about one of the most horrid nights of my life and you're going to hold it against me!?"

" it doesn't matter if they were scared you could have just told the truth!"

" well I'm sorry I didn't feel like broadcasting it across the world I was hurting too,mI don't even know why I told you, you're just an inconsiderate selfish bitch!" i yell as i stand up

" I'm selfish really Spencer?! did you not hear the story you just told us?"

"Hanna!" Aria and Em gasp

" no it's okay this is what I get for telling my story, I just was getting sick and tired of Hanna playing the victim card. she's just getting mad now because she can't be the victim anymore!"

"Bitch!" Hanna yells as she pushes me and i fall into the wall

Horrible flashbacks of that night fill my mind, spinning around mocking me

"Spence?" Aria calls

"Spencer!"Emily calls louder

I can't move, or talk. I'm just forced to sit here as everything fills my mind.

"What's going on here?" i hear Toby ask

"Spence!" he yells as he runs to my side.

When i feel him hold me i ge my strength back.

I cover my ears and shake my head "make it stop!" i yell-cry

"What happened? Is Spence Alright" Noel asks as he enters

I just sit in his embrace rocking back and forth hating that no matter what i do i will always be reminded of that horrible night and it will take over my body.

" Spencer was telling us the truth about what happened and her and Hanna start yelling at each other" Emily says

" what? Why would you yell at her if she finally opened up to you? isn't that what you guys wanted?" Toby asks

" I was just mad I didn't know it was going to happen" Hanna defends herself

"What do you mean? Did you push her?" Noel asks

"Yeah" Hanna mumbles

"Get out" Noel says through gritted teeth

They just stand there

"It's time to go" Toby says, they don't budge

"Now! Get out!" he yells.

i flinch along with the girls.

"Sorry Spence" they mumble before running out

(Skip to 1:55 and stop at 2:02 (thats just how Toby yelled it)

"Are you ok?" Noel asks as he sits beside me

I shake my head and they just hold me.