Sweet Dreams (Marilyn Manson Love Fanfic)

Chapter 19

SEXUAL THEMES

Please skip this chapter if you would like. There is a sex scene in this.

Raven's POV

Zim and I go home with Ash to help her pack. Marilyn wanted to stay back at the bus incase of Twiggy setting fire, we all can't trust him without Marilyn. She pulls into her driveway. Her house is a cute two story. It looks modern and very welcoming. Flowers are neatly planted in the yard and trees cover her house making shade on the yard.

"Thank you, guys." she says. Zim kisses her and we get out of the car. She unlocks the door. "Clarissa, I'm home." A teenage girl, probably around sixteen years old, comes down stairs. "I need you to drive the car back, I'm going to tour with them and I can't leave the car at that parking lot. " she nods and waves at us. We wave back and she runs back upstairs. We walk into her kitchen and she opens the fridge. She grabs a bottle of water. "Would you like a drink or anything?" She asks us.

"No thanks," I say and smile.

"I'm good, babe. " Zim says. We follow her upstairs to her room.

"You guys can sit in the office," she says and points to the room across hers. We nod and sit on the couch in the office. I glance around taking in the surroundings of the cute, tiny office. Zim smiles widely at the picture of the two on the desk. He picks it up and studies it.

"We went on vacation." He says and hands me the framed picture. I smile at the picture of them in front of a beautiful waterfall. I give it back carefully and he places it back.

"You're so happy. " I say to Zim and pull on his cheek. He swats my hand and smiles like an idiot.

"Well, of coarse I am! My girlfriend is coming with us!" We sit in silence and I begin to wonder. Has he ever told her that he loves her. I know bringing the 'L word' in a relationship is serious. Marilyn hasn't told me but I get why, it's too early. It's been a month and a half. They've been going out for about five months now? When are you even suppose to tell your partner that you love them?

"Can I ask you something, Zim?"

"Yeah, you know you can tell me and ask me anything. " he looks at me attentively.

"When are you suppose to tell someone you love them when you're in a relationship?"

"I'm not sure, you're not suppose to tell them at a specific time period. " he sits back and rubs his neck. "There is no time that's too early, if you feel it then you feel it. It's okay if that person doesn't feel the same at the same time as you. He'll tell you when he's ready. I'm not quite ready to tell Ash to be honest. " I take in his opinion. Do I really love Brian? Yes, I do.

"Thank you, I just thought it's too early...for me to already love Brian." I say. He gives me a side hug.

"Tell him, you'll regret it if you don't."

"Thanks, Zim."

"No problem, lets go check on Ash. " I follow him to her room. He knocks and she says 'come in'. We open the door. "There's about two months left of the tour. "

"Alright." she says and continues to stuff her duffle bags of clothes. "I'm almost done. " she says. She gets up to go her vanity and picks out probably her necessities makeup wise. "Okay, I'll go get Clarissa. " she runs down the hall to get the teen. Zim picks up her bags and we all walk downstairs. Zim puts the bags in he trunk. "Thanks, baby. " she says to him and kisses him. We all pile in the car and drive to the bus.

Zim gets out an gathers her stuff and walks in the bus. Ash says her goodbye to her sister and she drives off.

"I'll show you your bunk." I say to her and she follows me inside. Zim already put the bags in the bed. "Here we are. " I say and open the curtain to the bunk.

"Thank you. " she says. I hug her and walk to my room. Marilyn is sprawled out on the bed. I poke his pale face. His eyes flutter open.

"Raven!" He says and puts me on his lap. I kiss him and wrap my arms around his neck. I rest my head in the crook of his neck.

"I have something to tell you." I say. I pull away and stare into his chocolate eyes.

"Yes?" He takes my hands and kisses them. I squeeze them and I take a deep breath. My heart beats faster.

"I-I think I'm in love with you." I say. He smiles widely and kisses me.

"I love you too, Raven." He says to me, calmly. "I love you all too much." He says kissing me slowly. We pull away. "We're going to be staying in this city a little longer. We reserved hotel rooms, I heard they are very nice. I think we all need a break for a night. I got three rooms. One for me and you, one for Zim and Ash, and the other for the rest of the guys." He says. I kiss his cheek and giggle. We walk out and join the rest of the guys.

"Hi!" Twiggy says to us. We sit next to Ginger and Twiggy. I look over at Ash and Zim, they're so cute. I smile at their cuddling and kissing.

"We have an hour to kill before the show." Ginger says. Twiggy rushes to his bunk and grabs a board game and a bottle of whiskey.

"I'm not sharing!" Twiggy says and hugs his bottle of jack. We roll our eyes and open his game."Monopoly!" He squeals. "I wanna be the dog." He says and takes a swig of his drink. We take out the parts and begin to play.

-After their concert and back at the hotel-

Marilyn crawls in bed with me. His wet hair from the shower he took makes his pillow wet.

"Go dry your hair!" I say and giggle.

"Fine," he says and groans. He goes back to the bathroom and dries his long black hair. He comes back and kisses my cheek. He sits down with his back against the headboard. I sit on his lap and play with his hair. "I love you." He says to me.

"I love you too." I say and kiss him. We kiss slowly and passionately. He slides his hands down my back to my waist. He slips his hands in my shirt. I pull away and take off his shirt. He pulls away and looks into my eyes.

"Are you sure?" He asks.

"Yes," I say and kiss his chest. I lick his chest and he moans. He pulls off my shirt/pjs. We kiss on the lips, our tongues collide and wrestle. He unclips my bra without fumbling with the clip. He places his hand over one of my breasts. I moan quietly and I unbutton his jeans. He takes them off leaving him in his boxers. I glide my hand across the hem of his boxers.

"Fuck, youre teasing." He groans. I pull lightly on his boxers. We pull apart and I slip off his boxers. He looks down at me and smirks. "A thong?" I shut him up by me leaning in and kissing. He takes off my thong. "Are you sure about this?"

"Yeah, Brian." I mutter. We pull away and he grabs his wallet from the nightstand. He takes out a condom. I take it from him and open it. I slip it on him slowly. He lays me down and he hovers over me. He kisses me on the nose.

"I wont hurt you." He says. I notice that I'm shaking. This is my first time, I'll be losing my virginity to Brian. I love him and this feels right. "Don't worry. " he says and he leans down and he kisses my lips. He touches my shoulders and moves his hands carefully down to my waist. He slowly enters in me and I cry out in pleasure.

"Fuck, Brian!" I moan out. He begins to thrust harder. He pants as he thrusts. Sweat forms on his face. I grip the sheets tightly. I arch my back and moan. He digs his fingers in my waist. He plops down next to me. He takes the sheets and puts lays it across us. I kiss his cheek.

"I love you, Raven." He whispers.

"I love you too, Brian." We scoot close to each other and begin to sleep.

It's short, I know. Hopefully that was good. I tried haha -Twiggy Way