Sweet Dreams (Marilyn Manson Love Fanfic)

Chapter 11

This is just a filler chapter basically-

Marilyn's POV (his POV is short but just to shake things up)

"What's wrong, Brian?" Jenny says and fakes a worried look. I see Raven just walking away. Twiggy looks at me disgusted and walks out to catch Raven.

"Raven!" I yell out. I try to run out but Madonna grips my arm.

"We have to start in ten minutes!" He yells at me.

"Raven is important!" I yell back at him and push him. I run out to the hall and call out her name. Twiggy comes out from a room and comes towards me.

"Look, Marilyn, go figure it out. "

"Where is she Jeordie? Is she okay?"

"First go find out about Jenny! "

"I didn't even do anything with her! We just dated for about two weeks and we didnt talk because of the band!"

"Think about it! Perhaps you were drunk and-"

"No! I didn't do anything!"

"Just go back!" He yells and points to the dressing room. "We don't have much time!"

I run back to the dressing room.

"Jenny, we need to talk. " we walk out into the hall.

"Yes, babe?"

"Don't call me that. That's not my child, I am sure of it. " I point down to her stomach.

"You don't remember? We fooled around at one of your concerts. "

"No, we did not. Don't lie!"

"I'm not fucking-"

"Listen to me you piece of shit! You're ruining everything! Stop acting! This child isn't mine. " I say firmly.

"I'm not lying!" She takes my hand and places it over the stomach. No kicking, whatsoever. I look down in disgust.

"It's not mine. " I say in a low tone and take back my hand.

"Whatever, it is yours! " she spins around and walks away. I don't care where she is going. I go back to the dressing room.

"Are you sure-" Zim begins to say.

"It's not mine!" I snap at him. He looks down at his guitar and pretends to tune it. I start to worry. I hope Raven isn't hurt that badly.

Raven's POV

Twiggy sits next to me and we sit there in silence.

"Why didnt he even say anything! I stood there like a fucking fool!" I scream out.

"I know, I know. " he says to calm me. I hug him tightly. "I'm sorry, I forgot about Jenny. We all basically did. "

"No it's okay. I'm acting immature, aren't I? I should be out talking to Brian about this. "

"It's okay. You need time to cool down. " he's right my emotions are pretty high. I just need to calm down and run through my thoughts. "Ask yourself how you feel. "

"Well I feel betrayed that he hasn't told me about Jenny. On the other hand we have been dating for about a day. I shouldn't know every single detail. "

"Look we won't know if the baby is his or not till she gives birth and it looks like that will be any day now. "

"Yeah. I don't know if I should think of him as innocent. I don't know him all that well. I mean I thought I.. I don't know. "

"Marilyn may have an aggressive personality but I've been friends with him long enough to know that he would never do anything that bad. He would not have sex with just anybody. He might seem like he would but no. He's a good guy beneath all of the shit. "

"Thanks Jeordie. " I say and hug him.

"No problem. " We walk back to the dressing room. Marilyn comes to me and hugs me tightly. I decide not
to hug back.

"It's not mine, I swear Raven. " He whispers to me and looks into my eyes with deep pain. He kisses my lips and I don't respond. I seem numb inside, as if he is a lie. I need to think of what Twiggy said. I repeat it to myself in my head he's not like that. I hug him and I sigh. He needs a chance.

"So, what should we do?" Ginger asks.

"I say we just should stay here till she gives birth. " Zim says.

"Yeah, we should cancel for about a week or so. "

"Cancel some of the tour!?" I ask in shock.

"I think that's our only choice. So we know whether or not it's his or not. " Twiggy says.

"He's due this Thursday. So about a week. " Jenny chimes in.

"Okay, fine, whatever. We need to make hotel reservations though. " Marilyn says.