Sweet Dreams (Marilyn Manson Love Fanfic)

Chapter 22

It's short, I know. Thanks for the votes and comments! I would say ten to fifteen more chapters and this story is over. I might make a sequel, depends if I get an idea for it. Anyway, that's far from now. Enjoy.

-Twiggy Way

Raven's POV

"I'm pregnant." She repeats. At first I'm confused. Not confused on how it happened but like a reality check. I blink a couple of times. She's pregnant, a baby Ash and Zim. She's pregnant! A baby! I begin to smile.

"Why wouldn't Zim want it! That's wonderful, Ash!" I say. She smiles and looks down at her stomach. She takes my hands and squeezes them.

"I'll tell him tonight." She says, happily. We hug. I give out a happy sigh.

"I know I get excited easily but any ideas if you want a girl or a boy?" She squints her eyes to think. She then looks back at me.

"It would be cute to see a little girl running around in tutus but also having a boy is nice too, seeing Zim and our boy wrestle each other." She closes her eyes slowly and opens. "I'm pregnant." I get up and grab my notebook and pen. I sit back down with her. I turn to a clean page.

"This is a new chapter in our lives." I say. "Let's list some names to pass time." I suggest. She nods. I write 'boys' on the top and 'girls' on the other side of the top. I draw a line between the names giving us a table. "Boy names?" She begins to list tons of names for both genders. She then tells me her fantasy of having her perfect little family together. Before we knew it the guys come in. I get quiet. Marilyn comes to me and kisses me.

"I'm gonna shower, babe." He says to me then disappearing to the bathrooms. Zim goes to Ash and kisses her. She smiles in the kiss. The rest of the guys don't bother showering and go straight to bed. Zim joins us on the couch.

"I'm exhausted." He says and wraps his arms around her. I smile at the soon to be parents.

"I'm gonna go to bed, goodnight guys." I lie (so they can talk) and I walk to my bedroom.

Ash's POV

I fiddle with my shirt. Zim looks at me and kisses my cheek. We sit back and cuddle. My heart begins to race. I choose the words I'm about to say. I think of each and every possible scenario and how to react. I rehearse the lines I came up with to bring up the news. I start to build confidence. Raven said that he wouldn't be pissed, she's right. If he loved me he would be happy, right? This is Timothy we're talking about, my loving, caring, boyfriend. I take a deep breath and squeeze my eyes tight shut. I exhale and open my eyes.

"Timothy?" We sit up and face each other.

"Yes, babe?" He places his hand on my knee.

"I have something to tell you." Concern fills his eyes and he nods. "Please don't be mad."

"Why would I be?"

"I feel like it will interfere with your career though."

"Don't worry about that now."

"I-I'm," there is a pause. "I'm pregnant." His smile fades and he looks serious.

"You're pregnant?" I nod slowly. He runs his hands through his hair and sighs. "You're pregnant." He confirms. He places his hand on my stomach and kisses me. "I'm going to be a father." He says and smiles. "And you're going to be a mother." He kisses my neck and we hug. "We're going to be a family." He starts to tear up. He squeezes me tighter. "A family."

Raven's POV

Marilyn jumps into bed with me. He gives me a quick kiss. I stare up at the ceiling. I wonder if Ash ever told him or not. How did he react?

"You're okay, babe?" Marilyn asks.

"I'm fine, Brian." I hug him and smile. I roll on top of him and kiss his nose. He chuckles and puts his arms around me. We lay there in a comfortable silence. My mind begins to wander. Are Brian and I going to have a family in the future? I really do hope so. As a child I've always dreamt in falling in love and having a picture perfect family. I know it won't be perfect, this is reality, nothing is perfect. But just having a family of my own with someone I love is enough for me. I close my eyes and fantasize. Fantasize of the future.