Sweet Dreams (Marilyn Manson Love Fanfic)

Chapter 21

Raven's POV

The bus begins to move and I wobble a little. Time to head to the next venue. I take out my purchased items from the bag to my suitcase. A pick up a black buckled corset that's extra large. I look at it and don't recognize it. I don't remember getting this.

"Hey, babe." Marilyn says and kisses my cheek. He sits on the bed.

"I don't remember getting this?" I hold up the large corset and Marilyn snatches it from me.

"It's mine." He says. I smirk and roll my eyes. I continue to put the things in my suitcase. Afterwards I put the overstuffed suitcase under out bed. I straddle Marilyn and he throws the corset in his hand on the floor to wrap his arms around me.

"Can you wear that corset next time." I say in a flirtatious voice.

"Next time for what?" He asks even though we are both thinking the same thing.

"Next time we have sex." I say without hesitation.

"Yeah." He kisses me and we cuddle up on the bed.

"I can't wait until this tour is over." I say and sigh.

"Why?"

"I'm just tired, I mean, it is fun but I just want a night of proper sleep. Spend a whole day with you in a house not a bus. I don't feel at home."

"I get it. So, you are going to live with us?" I nod.

"Yeah." I rest my head on his chest and he wraps his arm around me. "If you want."

"Of coarse. Listen, babe, I was thinking," he pauses.

"Mmhm?"

"Maybe I could buy us a house for us." I instantly cheer in my head but it hits me. We've been dating for about two months and now we're going to be living with each other, just us. I'm not saying that I don't think it'll last but it's all rushing. What if something happens? "Babe?" He breaks my thoughts.

"I'll think about it, Brian."

"What's bothering you?" I sit up and mirrors my motion.

"We've been dating for about two months only."

"I understand that. I told you if you feel rushed tell me."

"I feel rushed now, I might feel different later. Brian, what if something goes wrong? I think we will last but-but I'm not sure."

"Don't worry, I get it." He grabs my hands and kisses them. I always love it when he does that. It's comforting and loving. I give him a weak smile. "Okay?"

"Okay." He kisses my nose and we lay back down. "Brian?"

"Yeah?"

"I love you."

"Love you too." I scoot closer and hug his torso. I kiss his cheek and fall asleep.

I wake up and stretch. I slip out of our bed and go to the restroom. I try to open but the door is locked. I wait and lean on the door. I start to hear someone throwing up in there. I knock lightly.

"Are you okay?" Asking whoever is in there.

"I'm," she coughs. "Fine." I recognize the voice and it's Ash. She unlocks the door and I come in. I kneel to her. She is hunched over the toilet shaking. "Fuck, I don't feel good." She rubs her head. I get up and wet a towel to hand to her. "Thanks."

"You're good?" She nods. "Go lay down." I order. She nods and walks out. I sigh and get cleaned up. I don't bother to get dressed. I walk to the living area. Ash is sitting there with a cup of coffee leaning on Zim. Brian comes to me and kisses me.

"Morning." He mumbles and we sit together on a couch. "Five more shows." He says grinning.

"I'm ready to get home." Twiggy says and yawns.

"Same here." Zim says.

"I'm bored." Twiggy announces. "Let's watch a movie." We all exchange glances and shrug.

"Sure." I say. Twiggy runs off and grabs a disk. He slides it in the tv.

"What are we watching?" Ginger asks.

"Dawn of the Dead."

"Cool." Marilyn says. Marilyn and I cuddle together on the couch. The film begins and we start to kiss. "Love you." He whispers to me.

"Love you too." He kisses my nose and I giggle. Twiggy shushes us dramatically and we roll our eyes.

The credits roll down the screen and most of us fell asleep throughout the movie. We walk up about an hour later. We eat and wait some more.

We eventually arrive at the venue and we go through the regular routine to get the show moving. I decide to stay with Ash on the bus. I plop on the couch.

"You're hungry?" I ask Ash.

"Yeah, there's a corner store down the street. Lets go get snacks."

"Alright, let me go get money." I jog to my room and grab a wad of cash. "Ready?" She nods and we walk out. I lock up the bus and we walk to the store. We split up in the store and grab what we want. We pay then walk back. I open up the door to the bus.

"I need to go to the restroom." Ash says and walks to the restroom with her bag. I plop down on the couch. I munch on a bag of chips until she gets back. Minutes pass but she eventually comes. She walks slowly to me. She looks horrified.

"What's wrong?" I say and move to be able to see her better.

"Raven, fuck, this isn't good."

"Wh-?"

"Zim is going to be pissed. Fuck." She sits next to me and buries her face in her hands. "He wouldn't want it."

"Ash, take a deep breath." I rub her back. She lifts her head and faces me.

"I'm pregnant."