Chenbaek /Longing For Love/

the truth

Warning: bad language use.

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Chen's POV

When the hug ended my phone went off. I jumped a little at the noise. Baekhyun grabbed my phone before I could. " Could you read it out loud? " I asked Baekhyun quietly. I've been quiet all day because Baekhyun is dating Sehun and I was watching the whole thing and I felt like crying just by thinking of it.

" Yeah sure. " He said. " Why are you not answering me you piece of shit. You need to go to the hell that you belong to. I wish you would- I can't read no more Chen. I'm sorry but I just can't. " He continues. I couldn't stop the tears from flowing down my cheeks. I looked up and saw Chanyeol crying in Kyungsoo's shoulder. Baekhyun was crying too. I hugged him.

Chanyeol and Baekhyun have been there for me my whole life. When Chanyeol meet my dad six years ago he said he didn't seem that bad but when he stayed the night he was proven wrong. Baek and I never lie to each other and he was there for me. That's why it's so hard for all of us. Me and Kyungsoo meet seven years ago but I never really told him anything.

" We should go. Baekhyun my dad said to go home now. I'm sorry. " I said as I was walking towards the door with Chanyeol and Kyungsoo.

3 hours later

Baekhyun's POV

I was about to go to sleep but my phone went off. I was expecting it to be Chen but it was Sehun. My heart stop for a minute.

Sehunie: hey babe. I missed you

Baekie: hey I missed you too

Sehunie: can I sit with you tomorrow

Baekie: omg yes

Sehunie: haha thanks

Baekie: ok im going to bed I love you

Sehunie: goodnight love

He's so nice. I never thought he was actually in love with me. That night I fell asleep thinking of Sehun.

Morning

I woke up to the annoying noise of my alarm clock. I slammed my hand down on it and I heard my brother yell at me not to do that again. I just rolled my eyes. I grabbed my phone and got in the shower. I put on a plain white T-shirt and black skinny jeans.

I ran downstairs to get something to eat. I said bye to my family and dashed outside. I started to slow down when I got closer to Chen's house. I felt hands around my waist I thought it was Chen but it wasn't. Chen was in front of me with his head down.

I turned around and saw Sehun. " Oh my goodness Sehun you scared. " I said with me hand over my heart.

He chuckled and said " Well seems like to me you thought it was someone else. " I looked at him for a minute.

" Yeah I thought you were Chen. " I said. He just nodded. We started walking again and it was very quiet. Chen was looking at his phone the whole time and Sehun was holding my hand.

My phone went off and I looked at Chen who just put his down.

Chenie: we need to talk, meet me on the rooftop during lunch

Baekie: ok but Sehun is sitting with us

Chenie: fine just meet me before then

Baekie: is it that important

Chenie: to me it is

Baekie: ok

I looked at Chen and he didn't look so happy. I looked at Sehun who was looking straight ahead. " Um I can't walk to lunch with you. " I said hoping he would understand.

" I'm ok with that. " He said. We got to school and me and Sehun spilt up and me and Chen walked to class together.

On the rooftop

I was waiting for Chen to get up here. One it's cold. Two I need me some Sehun. Just as I was about to go Chen came. " Sorry. Anyways I need to tell you something. " He said as he was walking towards me.

" What happened? " I asked afraid of what his dad did to him this time.

" Nothing happened to me last night. My dad's new slut texted me that to save me. But this is about me and you. Chen and Baekhyun. " He said like I was a little kid.

" Well I'm not a little child but what is it. " I was even more concerned. Chen never really talks about our friendship with anyone let only me.

" Ok I know you're dating Sehun. I respect that but the thing is. Remember when I said I had a crush? " I nodded. He took a deep breath. " Well the reason why I didn't want to tell you was because you are my crush. But you're taken and I need to respect that no matter how much it hurts to see him around you. I'll get over it. "

I was speechless. I didn't know what to say or think. " I'm gonna go then. " He was about to leave but I grabbed his wrist. He screamed and that made me come back to my senses.

" Why didn't you just tell me? How long as this been going on? Am I hurting you so much that you're pushing me away? " I let all the questions fall out. I was already crying but I needed to know.

" I was scared to tell you. You're always talking about Sehun, that I knew you would never feel the same. I've been in love with you since I can remember. Baekhyun I would never push you away not even if you were hurting me or not. " When Chen finished we were both in tears.

All this time Chen loved me and he couldn't tell me because I like someone else. I feel horrible. I pulled Chen into a hug. I didn't want him to push me away and I don't want to push him away.

" We should go. " Chen broke the hug and walked away from me. I started to walk away too but I couldn't get what Chen said out of my head.

When I got in the lunch room Chen wasn't there. I ran over to the table. " Guys where the hell is Chen? " I asked. They looked at me like I was crazy.

" Wasn't he with you on the rooftop? " Chanyeol asked. I gave him my shut the hell up face.

" Well dumb shit I'm pretty sure if Chen was with him he wouldn't have asked. " Kyungsoo said as he hit Chanyeol in the head several times.

'where the hell are you Chen?'