Okay so where should I start.... Oh ya this is
a true story it's about life well about my life how I met the love of my life and how i never got to tell him how i felt but the point I'm getting to is if you like or love a person and you don't know if you should tell them i really think you should because you will live all your life not telling them what you wanted that's what happens it's bad I got to live with it for the rest of my life because i loved him before i new it and never told i didn't think it would make any difference ok let me get to the story so one day at my grandparents house they lived in a wide neighborhood they were a lot of crazy people but me and my cousin /sister new them all it was a apartment building we new everyone but there was this one guy I guess he's was the
Bad guy in the apartment building that's what everyone said about him I really wasted to know him but at that time I liked someone else's and I thought I loved him so I said let me play this bad guy and I started talking to him and making conversation and one day he was coming back home and I was coming from the backyard and I was joking around and I was screaming and he was just like Jesus my ears and then started laughing that's when it all started so later that day I was coming down the stairs and he was sitting down on stairs with his friend so he told me like scream louder in a joking way and then he called me screamer so let's call this guy Ni and his friend D man so whatever after that nothing really happened it was all hi and hello nothing really happened to the day I left I was leaving LA for a little while keep in mind I was still in love with someone else well I thought I was So I left LA and I said goodbye to everyone but I thought I would not see him before I left but he came down the stairs and went to the store next door by the building so I was saying goodbye to my cousin then he comes soon as I was getting in the car and said bye and I was like bye and I went back home to Seattle then the next day I face timed my cousin let's call her Tina was sitting outside on the stairs and she put me Somewhere on the stairs and who comes
up the stairs was Ni so he could see me so i covered my face with my hand and he was like oh I see you and started to giggle and then I said I see you too And then we both started to laugh for no reason at all and he kept walking up the stairs and I really didn't think nothing of it and then Ni friend D man came and when he came you new it was time to get off the stairs because D man was a drug dealer and him and Ni smoked weed don't judge me because I liked a guy who smoked weed so Tina run in the hallway and then she put me up somewhere in the hallway cuz we were sitting talking on FaceTime so Ni comes downstairs and he new I was on the phone so he covered the camera and was missing with me so I thought it was Tina but it was him so I was like laughing and told me oh I'm just playing around and from then I just wanted his attention I know I sound like Tension seeker and I want everyone to look at me tbh I'm not I don't like when people complement me or when the spotlights on me but when he give me attention it was the best
OK that's all for now sorry if I did a shitty job at spelling and not explaining everything strictly but I'll explain a little right now so at first I was in love with this good boy named Rico
And I wanted to play this guy Ni and he was a player to I know stupid right? Playing a player that's been in this game for god knows how long I'll see you in the next chapter thank you if you read all of this goodbye
