OK I well the place that Ni Live at was going to be remodeled in to something else so they wanted everyone out and he told me he was leaving soon Tina saw a u-Haul and she showed me on FaceTime and I was like is he moving and she said no I don't know later on that day she found out he was so NI was outside all day and Tina goes outside and he new I was on the phone and he didn't say anything but he told my aunt he is leaving tomorrow all that day I was on the phone with Tina waiting for him to say something or anything like goodbye or something and he didn't and the next day came he left early in the morning and never said anything that was somewhere in October and I died inside it was so weird and different and I thought I would never see him again I thought I would never talk to him again I swear it felt like my whole world just ended like it was hard to explain and the part that killed me was he never said goodbye and i never told him how I felt and when he left I had time to think about everything he told me and i was so. Focused on the game trying to get him to fall in love with me I forgot to be a normal girl and get butterflies and think if he likes me or not and when he left it hit me like a fucking truck and I wanted to cry and cry and cry because I didn't get to see him in person and didn't get to tell him I loved him
OK that's it for tonight going to make another one tomorrow I know it's short but I have a big one tomorrow if you liked it leave a comment goodbye
