I'm not getting in to the next chapter
I'm just talking it's how they are so many people in this world and I tried to find someone different because I needed to let you go but I looked and I thought to myself you're the only one for me the only one I could lose sleep for the only one I could talk about all day and night and never get bored of it but i think to myself do you feel the same about me because people told me you do but I always think you don't I just can't believe someone like you would ever love someone like me because I'm not perfect I'm not pretty like all the other girls I'm loud and weird and I laughed at pretty much anything and I curse like a man and I talk a lot and I get tongue tied and I'm really a mess and you are just so perfect to me I don't see anything wrong with you I love everything about you and I don't know a day I don't think about you this quote said if you asked me how many times you've crossed my mind I would say once because you never really left.. and that's the truth I swear these 11 months killed me I don't know how I went through them I feel fucked up and you probably don't remember my name or what was the last time you saw me and me over here making 9 stories about how I fell in love with you and to be honest I can't get a clear picture of you in my head I don't remember the you laughed god damm I miss that fucking laugh i swear I would do anything in the world to see you right now I'm just so heartbroken because I didn't tell you but I know you already new I fucking miss you and it hurts like fucking hell and I'm dying and no one sees it not even you you fucking broke my heart but I really didn't take I still am not mad at you I loved everything you told me and all the stuff you did to make me laugh I miss you so much I can't hold on anymore....
See you guys in the next chapter it's so hard to write this story's because it Makes me want to cry cuz I think about all the memories whatever I'm done good night probably no ones going to see this character 😂
