Telling you a little something I was going back to LA with my family for a little while and to be honest I was not that excited like I always was every time we went back but this time I New it would be the last time I would spend time in that building and it was more harder cuz Ni was not there time to get in to the story
So we went we got three I jumped out of the car because I was going to see Tina who I see when I jump out of the car was D man Ni best friend he Opened the door for me and I seen Tina and we hugged and then I went inside but look around at the building I just wanted to cry from all the memories of NI D man when he saw me he looked surprised and got his phone out and called someone and then left I really didn't think nothing of it
So the next day me and Tina was going outside and D man was on the stairs and he like hi how are you I'm like I'm good I was going to ask about NI but I remember him and Ni didn't talk anymore so me Tina We was on the stairs chilling and talking and shit and laughing and just looking at the stairs make me wanna die cuz I was sitting in the spot that NI always sits I missed him so much it was so hard to stay there and not see him so this was The day October 24 then the day it was the same we were outside all day we walked we made fun of people seen people and talked to old friends and October 25 then I really don't remember October 25 then the next day October 26 I got up and I had this weird feeling that whole day but I didn't really Pay attention so my mom went to the market to made burritos so she comes back it was like 7:00pm or. She was cooking and then my father told her I made you a. Appointment o do your hair it's right now and the hair salon was really close to my grandparents house so she went me and Tina and my aunt went with her and as we walked outside who was doing cocaine D man and we had to passed by him so he got up and holding the door for us and was ladies wow wow so we go to the hair salon I remember Going back to the house to get something to drink and D man was still on the stairs so he told me I want to cell this iPad call your father outside so I did and me and my father were back out so D man and His other friends was trying to sell it to my father so my father was like go and see if it charges so I take it from D man and go charge it and waited but everyone was outside and getting high and I was just like wow it would be so much fun if Ni was here so the iPad didn't work so I gave it back to D man and my mom got her hair done so we got out of the hair salon around 9:00pm. We go back in the house now it's really really fucking hot I'm Cherry red and sweating ew I know right I didn't even want to eat and then I said fuck it I'm going in the shower so I go and who comes in the bathroom Tina we were close so we didn't care I told her somethings going to happen I feel something Ni is going to come back I know it he's coming Tina was like OK crazy and walked out of the bathroom
And then I started to cry and started to pray to god and I told him please god I waited so long to see him don't do this to me please I really need to see him so afterwords I got out of the shower and put my clothes I was wearing A long sleeve red shirt and Black jeans and black socks and my hair was soaking wet so I didn't feel like eating Tina was done eating so I thought we would clean up me and Tina was cleaning up the kitchen and who was in the Front was my grandparents and my 2 little sisters and my brother and my aunt and my mom and dad and the Big window was open and the curtain because it was too hot now that's all we here is a guy screaming saying my grandfather name like hey t like hello T and so me and Tina were like who is that Tina said oh it's our cousins and then my aunt like no it's the old neighbor Ni I got shocked I ran so fast in the Front room and Tina was right behind me now me and her were looking at the window then in that moment my heart dropped to my stomach he was being kind weird his Head was going Side to side like he was looking for somebody I popped out my head and said hi and smiled and he looked at me and smiled then my father and brother go outside to him and talk to him and Tina was back in the kitchen so I go to her and told her saying I told you he was coming I new it we have to go outside I need to see him and Tina was like no your not going outside I was like yes I am so my mom and dad come in the kitchen so my mom said do you want me to fix you some food and I got an idea and said give me money to buy hot Chito's because I want to be hot Chito's with the Burrito she gave me money I run and jumped over my grandfather's cane
And Tina tried to do the same and she fell and I didn't care I ran down the stairs and saw him at the window with D man and by mistake I was supposed to grab Ni Hand or wrist to get his attention but I grab D man and then I let go and grab Ni hand and he turned around and looked at me and asked me how was I doing didn't get the chance to ask because Tina came and pushed me to the Store we get the chips and went back in the house now I'm so nervous still want to go back outside so my grandmother said go get boxes from next door I ran again me and Tina we past by Ni and then we went in the store I left Tina in the store and I went back out and went to Ni he was talking to someone so I tapped him on the back and I said it was nice to see you and he turned around with a big smile and turned me around and grabbed me by the arm and started to walk and I looked behind and I see Tina with the meanest face ever looking at me and Ni was walking grabbed me by the arm and started to say I'm taking you home let's go home now me being me was in shock didn't say anything he turned his head a little bit and look at Tina and saw her with a mean face so he jumped back and started laughing and said I'm joking I smiled didn't know what to say or do so I smiled then laughed a little and then don't remember how we got back in the house so I still didn't eat I waited at the window getting fresh air and trying to hold back the tears he came at the Front window and told everyone goodbye he didn't like goodbyes so he said I'll see you guys I only Heard his voice then he was walking to the window where I was at I said in a little voice like sad but trying to be happy saying goodbye he looked up at me and said I'll see you mija or meha with a deep voice I couldn't see at him anymore with crying so I. Walked away from the window and went in the kitchen and fell to the floor and cried then I called Nina because when I was leaving to LA she told me I was going to see him and I did so I called her and told her and I was crying so hard on her and told her everything she was surprised that was October 26 2016 and it's been 11 months since then
Now to be honest I really didn't know Spanish but I thought mija or meha
meant like little girl but I also heard it could mean female friend or dear or wife or baby or girlfriend but one of my other friends said he called you baby and Nina said the same I really don't know but if you are Reading this and if your Mexican please leave a comment about what you would think he meant thank you for reading this and I'll see you in the next chapter but I wanted to say never give up never lose hope never say it's over Because I did that and I saw him and it was the best thing in the world to see his face again it made me happy if you read this far I just wanted to say I love you and thanks for reading my stupid story goodbye 😊
