The last story...
So Tina was post to tell me when they were leaving she's new when they were leaving she's didn't want to tell me tho because I never really got the idea of them moving out it was. In the December A couple days after Christmas Tina called me on FaceTime she was really excited and shaking I got nervous and asked what's wrong she said she Heard NI whistling and she looked out the window and saw him on a bike I was so nervous because I didn't see him since a while and I missed him. So much so she goes outside and she's sees no one like last night but she still has to go to the store because her mom wanted something so she goes and I I hear a voice that sent chills down my back and it was him he goes and said hi Tina how are you Tina said I'm good as walking more towards the drinks and I started to laugh a little because i was trying to get his attention and I laughed so lightly and he new it was me Tina said he jumped in the air and got so excited and said hi aeyyyyyy and I was like aeyyyyy for no reason and Tina gets the drink and Ni said damm I wish you were older maybe maybe not going to put the ages of in the story but moving on Tina was shook she made a face with her mouth Open and NI saw I didn't hear what he said so I screamed WHAT! And he hit his hand on the Glass table and was you. Heard me really dramatic I laughed and Tina was still in shock so she goes back in and then her mom needed something went back out and she was going back inside the house but she sat outside pointing up trying to make an excuse waiting for NI to get out of the Store and he did so Tina pretended she didn't see him he started to run up to her saying my name like loud but that's him and Tina got scared for no reason and started to walk faster and he got faster and she tried picking up the phone so I could see all of him and he looked at me as I had my hand on my face he got louder and said why you being so shy girl I'm the vato! Girl and put his hand over the camera and started to laugh and then Tina run upstairs and that was it she went in the house and told me we're moving tomorrow I started to cry and cry when I heard it was time that I knew I was never going to see him again that was the last time Tina goes outside one more time and he left The next day came they moved out I was on the FaceTime when she did I was so sad A couple months later Tina goes back by herself and sees D man right at the house and was like what are you doing here he's like oh I live here in shit I made Tina ask about NI and he's he has a lot of shit going on he doesn't see him since a couple months I instantly broke into tears that was the last time I ever heard about him Tina went back a couple times more and D man was gone
I thought that NI would be there forever but always isn't forever
and still from today I think about you and know how happy you made me what's keeping me from giving up is remembering how much i loved you and how much you made me happy if I don't want to call this the end because our stories still going it's like When it's night time you know the sun Will always come up it always be there you were like my sun when you left all I saw was cloudy rainy days and I couldn't see the sun every time I had a bad day I could hear your voice or talk to you it would make everything better but now when I have bad days I just sit and think about all the memories and cry I don't want to believe it's over so I'm not going to give up
Being really honest I don't know if you loved me but if you didn't like me or didn't love me you wouldn't talk every time you came downstairs or say my name or tease me for every little thing because no one would do that for the person they didn't love but I know one thing for sure you never have the love for me like I have for you i'll always have that I just wish I could've said it to your face instead of in my dreams or to myself even one day when you find someone new or if you already did God knows they will never ever ever love you like I did but I hope that person makes you happy because you deserve to be happy but I cannot say you didn't give me nothing you gave me a lot of memories to hold onto that I will always think about for the rest of my life you're never going to see this but I love you and I'll think about you you're my one true love your the person I wanted to spend the rest of my life this is not goodbye it's I'll see you The words that I failed to say to your face
Never play a stupid game
Never say you don't love someone when you keep thinking about them
Always say how you feel
Even if you're afraid
Tell that person
I don't care if he's older or younger or he doesn't like you or does
Because you'll regret it for the rest of your fucking life and you'll be stuck with fucking memories so don't be that fucking stupid little girl like I was I fucked up and let him go away I should've said the truth but I didn't I laughed and I pretended everything was OK but when he went away I cried and it's been 11 months and I still cry
I'll see you in the next story if I feel like making another one but it's really just going to be about my feelings because I have nothing to talk about with NI because that's all that happened see ya I am going to lay down and cry my ass off😊
and maybe all of you think I am dramatic and taking it too far and if you do think that fuck you he was everything to me so fuck off and don't read my stories goodbye
