Everything looked pale, it was white. They started packing Kassidy's thing's yesterday and most of it was gone. Just looking around, there was no trace of someone living here. It looked like it did before the house was even bought, Jay told her. She felt comfort from one picture that was on ythe wall, it was just Kassidy sitting there with a huge smile on her face.
Zendaya finally realized that she was happy where ever she was, she wanted to leave and move on. That thing's change so quick you can't even catch up. That you only have a little time so take the moment and she did. After moving everything out Zendaya started staying with Val. She was afraid really.. of being alone.
No she didn't move in, but she stayed a lot. He kept her company and helped her with things, she started remembering things. Like When she went to New York.. nothing with Jay or anything just her meeting some people that loved dancing like her. Over the past week Jay brought her too look for a dress.
She picked a black one of course, she was attending a funereal. A funereal.. it still sounded weird.. she didn't want to think it as a funereal. She wanted it to be a goodbye thing, where you go and say what you got to say and leave. No sitting there and staring at the body that once was active and moving. Only the one that was lying there still, not heart beat and eyes closed for good.
She begged Val not to go, saying she coudln't do it but he told her this is a final peace thing and she shouldn't miss it. So she here she was laying on the floor staring at the dress she needed to put on before long, it looked darker than it did at the store. She held it up and scanned her eyes over it not liking it at all. "Were going to be late" Val says suddenly, walking into the room fully.
"I know" She says softly, letting A long sigh escpe her lips. "IT wont be as bad as you think, we will go say are respect.. pray and we can come home.. and if you want to cry you can cry Zendaya" Val says walking over to her and helping her up. "Okay.. that seems okay" . Then she is dressed and she is gripping Val's hand tightly not letting go. "You can do this" Val whispers into her hair as they get inside the church.
Oliver was there, along with Jay. Abby is crying her head off holding onto Iris, and then there was Aiden standing in the front glancing down at the casket. There were more but Zendaya didn't even know them good, "Your doing fine" Val says once again and she only nods. Not once does she get up and look at the casket. one she knows it will be too hard and second she can't.
She is glued to Val who is more than happy to hold her close, every now and again she will shift and let some room in but if not that she is like jelly to his sandwich. They start and she is already crying her head off, tears here and there.. she look's around and everyone else is the same sobbing mess. Then it's over.. and she is watching them bury Kass into the ground.
Where she will never come back from, where can't even breathe, where she can't open her eyes and say "hah just kidding" this was real life. A hard real life where thing's sucked.. and so did people. Where you lose the people you care about the most in this world and you can't stop it.. Jay walks over and holds her close for awhile, letting her breathe in his scent.
Then she holding onto to Val for dear life as they tell Abby they are so so sorry for her loss. More tears are shed and Zendaya can't help but feel drained, she hated doing this.. and she hated being here. She loved Kass yeah but she coudln't say goodbye to the only real friend she had. "You did so good and I hope you know how proud I am of you" Val says hugging her close letting her cry.
That's how it ends, Val walking her up to the bedroom and giving her some sleep clothes. She is putting them on and then Val is laying next to her, she is holding onto to like he is her life line and that's how they stay. Light breathing can be heard also some choked sobs and some are from Val too. Then the sun rises and they are fast asleep letting their dreams take control.
Then they are awake hugging each other once again, and getting dressed. It's a routine.. one that Zendaya hates and loves. It goes on for a couple of days and then it slowly goes away and Zendaya can feel it breaking, she feels the air become a little lighter and for once in a month she smiles. Val can feel it too, because they go out to eat that night.
They enjoy each others company , some laughing and she considers this a great night. He brought her some flowers and she felt so happy that she had a friend like him in her life. "Thank you for this" She says when they reach his house, she smirks "Anything for you Z" and this makes a blush go a cross her face. He walks her into the living room, and he asks her if she can wash the clothes tonight.
"Yeah" She says and scampers off into the laundry room, soon he is in there and she is sitting on top of it. He is in between her legs fitting perfectly there smiling at her. "I wan't to kiss you really bad" he admit's and she is smiling again, but should she ?
She pulls him in, and fireworks go out. She tangles her hands through his hair, while he circles his arms around her small back. They were friends.. just friends.. don't let this confuse you, or maybe Val just thought they were something more. He grabs her ass, and she bites back a moan, "What are we doing?" She questions bumping their noses together.
"I don't know, but it feels right" He says kissing her one more time. Yeah they didn't know where they were going from here.. but hell.. it did feel good locking lips.
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