Loving you (Book Two)

Loving you (Ch;5)

Lilly's P.O.V. (She is a old character c:)

Jealousy flooded through me, how dare that bitch.. try and steal whats mine. I mean I knew they had a long and mysterious past but it still irked me in a negative way.

I knew Val was smart, I also knew he was madly in love with this so called Zendaya Coleman. Trust me I heard enough of  the Internet to clear everything up. I was girl obsessed with a guy who was just not into her.

Then again most teens were, mentally obsessed with a guy who was way to famous to even give them a second glance. And if they did give them a second glance it was to make sure they didn't drop or lose something.

That's how life was sad and really unfair.

Most teens sit in their rooms, listing to bands that have a real meaning. Ignoring there bullshit parents and just trying to go through the hard awkward stages of being a young and dumb teenager.

Then there were young adults, people who just turned a age that they think they know everything and everyone. They are so obsessed with the thought of being a grown-up the completely pass the idea of being independent.

Then there are you're early stages of being an adult. Someone who can now drink and go out with friends and family. Someone who knows what being a young and dumb teenager was like. They are still new to the whole responsibility but fairly good at it.

Me, myself well.. I was still a teenager crushing on an adult.

That's where my mistake was and I prayed every night that all those feelings would fade and I could be a normal teenager.

Sadly that didn't happen and I became a person who I didn't like, and I'm pretty sure Kass didn't like it much either.

Zendaya was just a phase, someone who stopped you're life just for their own. Maybe I was wrong.. then again I always had a gut feeling with that girl, and usually they were right. So there had to be something.

She didn't seem like the type to go out with a guy like Val. Sure you read it all in magazines about what they like or who they admire but you truly didn't didn't understand as a person. You weren't there to know them as a true person.

Closing out of my Fan website, I shut down my computer. Letting the screen turn black before I close it.

Feeling my fingertips sting, I walk over to my sink. Letting warm water run over them, I let a moan escape my lips. It felt really good, even better when I wrapped them up in a soft towel. I looked over to my left and saw a couple walking.

It made me wonder why god would create a thing such called "LOVE" and why it was so important? Why did we need someone else to care about us ? why did we have to go through so many heart breaks ?

Because life was truly fucked up.

Heading out the door, was a pain in my ass. It was fucking freezing and my key wouldn't get out of the lock. I pulled it out feeling myself get angry. Suddenly my phone rings and I jump startled.. then I pick it up.

"Hello?" I question feeling my sour mood come to the surface. "The Usual Ten" Jay says then he hangs up.

I put my phone back in my pocket, what was all that about? He could of been nicer not a fucking douche.

Really ...

I get in my car and slam the door. Starting it up I head down the road.

This place calmed my nerves a bit.

After awhile I pull in, feeling my stomach turn.

I get out and walk quickly to the door, I open it and throw myself inside. It was warm and I could finally not see my own breath.!

Then my eyes land on Jay, he is talking to someone and I can see their back. How long was this really going to take. I had a low patience level and he knew it.

Finally when Jays eyes meet mine, so do someones I never would of thought...Val~

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Kass was really quiet. She didn't speak much after the whole big incident. I couldn't blame her.. I mean I did just go and tell the guy she loves off.

I just hoped she knew it was for the best, and if he really cared about her... then he had to apologize. Then again knowing him... she just hoped he was smart enough.

Pulling into Kass's drive way Zendaya flashed her a small smile, "Call me if you need anything okay?" She turns and look's at me.

"Okay" I as all she says, as she steps out into the cold night air. I watch her walk into her house, she closes the door and I let out a sigh of relief.

Pulling back out onto the messy ice roads I head home. I knew Val was there most likely wondering where I was. I felt bad about leaving but Kass needed a shoulder.

It kind of made me wonder why he didn't even call. I mean how long did it take?!

Letting out a long breath I let my mind wonder off to Jay and how he was holding up. I know I shouldn't care but I did.

I get so caught up in my own thoughts I don't see a car coming at me.

I feel my body be thrown into my window, my head hit's it hard and quick. I feel my car to a two flips and my back hit's the ground.

I'm shaking...

I turn my head and look to the right, seeing a car off in the distance I let out a low groan.

Why did this have to happen..

I feel my body start to shut down and my eyes close, I don't know how long it took but I can hear someone talking on the phone.

Sirens feel my ears and I can hear people rushing over to me.

It's not long till I black out.. not knowing if I would see anther day.

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Hello, so it's Friday ! Today has been great. I finally got time to complete this chapter ._______. I had alot of things to do. Sorry to leave you off at a cliff hanger ! I swear I'll try to update as quick as I can. I hope you enjoyed if you did Comment/Vote ~ Love you bye (: