Loving you (Book Two)

Loving you (Ch;6)

Nothing could describe it, It wasn't something you really could describe. It was slow motion.. it carried on, It didn't rush it took it's time.

I didn't feel the pain I was suppose too, I didn't see the light.. and I didn't feel dead. I felt as if I've been stuck in two places at once.

I knew I wasn't dead, or at least I hoped I wasn't. I'm not sure.. all I know is my body feels numb and I can't move my toes or fingers. I can't see anything ..yet I hope. And I can't smell anything weirdly enough I miss smelling stuff.

I feel like a zombie, stuck in a box.

And no one likes to be a zombie stuck in a box...

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Hearing the news, I almost fainted.

"Are you serious!" I yell into the phone furious." Yes Jay, I didn't see her okay? I was on my way to you're house god.. I feel so bad" Tommy's voice echo's through my phone. "Okay look, I'll be there in five". I hang up and turn back around.. time to lie.

"I got some thing's to to real quick, I'll be back" I say eyeing Val and Lilly. She smiles and nods and he just gives me a stare.

I walk out quickly, feeling the cold wind hit my face. Could today get any worse ?

Getting to the hospital was a blur, my fingers were frozen and I couldn't really breathe right. All that running did not help me out one bit.  By the time I figured out what room she was in I took off like a mad man again.

"Jay" Tommy says standing up pushing the chair back as well, "What did you do!" I yell walking over to her limp body.

"Jay, look man I didn't see her okay ! I swear to you I didn't" He begs giving me a look like he was really sorry.

"How" I choke out feeling tears start to brim my eyes. "I was driving and I admit.. speeding a bit and then I saw her and boom it was to late". I look down at her she was really pale and had a long cut by her eyebrow.

"What did they say?" He shakes his head at me hurt showing in his hazel eyes. "Goddammit Tommy what happened!" I yell at him.

"It's not my place to tell you Jay, if you must know ask the nurse" He says and lets out a long sigh "Just go home Tommy" Jay says giving him a hard and long look. He nods and apologizes one last time and leaving.

I walk out of her room for a second, looking around  for a nurse I spot one coming my way. "Hi" I say catching her attention.

"Why hello, how may I help you". "Can you tell me what condition Miss.Coleman is in?" I ask looking back at her door.

She goes through her notes and a frown appears on her face. "Well, by the look's of it she is in a coma".

I feel dizzy... "A coma!" I ask loudly "Yes, a coma" She says closing her note book, "Do you know if she will wake up?" I question "Only god can tell" and she walks off too a room.

Feeling tired I go back one more time, Kissing her head lightly I pray for her. I get up and walk out.

Now I really had a mission, Not telling Val. I needed a a good one, one that make him believe everything I said.

I could tell him, that Kassidy and Zendaya went on a trip yeah, then I could get Lilly and him closer... make him forget about Z and boom she is mine and for the taking.

That is well if she did ever wake up.

I had the plan all set and I knew Lilly would be all in for it, It just needed time and trust me I had alot of time.

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"You're pretty funny" I say smirking at Val, "I try" he says laughing a bit and sending me a smirk. god this man was perfect.

I put my hand on his arm, and he didn't brush it off. Just awhile ago i got him drinking and he was gulping it down.

"You're really cool" I say rubbing my hand on his arm, He smiles brightly at me "Thanks you too".

"So, what are you into?" 

And that's what it took, for hours we talked about what he liked. How he was and his family.. how we got along so well made me feel happy.

I never thought I could have so much in common with a big time person like Val♥

It just took me by surprise when he kissed my cheek.

I knew I shoudln't be doing this, and he was a older man. that this could ruin everything.. and his relationship he took so much time to put back together.

At the moment, I didn't want this to be a a spring fling.. I wanted to see him again so I was going to take this slow.

"This was great, really.; it is but how about I see you tomorrow" I ask smiling at him . "Yeah, sure i'll be here" He says sending me a smirk.

I nod and walk away, but he catches my wrist and kisses my cheek once again. i knew this was the start of something beautiful.

Heading home I had a huge smile on my face, I couldn't believe this really happened tonight.

He was everything I thought he would be. Handsome,Sweet,Charming,Funny. God he was truly amazing.

I get to my house and I see a figure by my door, I let out a sigh and walk up there. "Jay?" I question feeling a nervous bubble feel up in my stomach.

"I have a plan" He whispers standing up "It includes you and Val""Okay" I say inviting him in, hoping that I was doing the right thing.

But knowing I wasn't!

Here we are. I hope you enjoyed Comment/Vote. I've been so busy with everything and I'm re-dying my hair tomorrow. Plus I have an award thing ! I'm getting one !!! I'm so happy I just hope you liked it ( Want this chapter to be dedicated to you Comment and it will happen :D) Bye♥