Chapter 23: Guilt

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(This happened before Jack drowned, then the plot will continue eventually in the story)

Antisepticeye's Pov:

I was ordered to finally kill my twin double, I mean... It can't be that hard right?

Fear: We can't let them get in the way of our escape, we need to eliminate them so we can get out!

He slammed his fists to the wall, his eyes filled with rage. He looked at me straight in the eye, his blonde hair fell from his face, he breaths heavily. I stared at him back, the wall had cracks and a deep dent when he released the punch. The silence broke between the three of use when Dark decided to talk, which I am thankful for.

Dark: Look, if you want them dead. Why don't you form a plan? Rather than screaming at us, anyways... You've already corrupted Felix right? Then it will just be the both of us.

Fear: I'll leave the rest to the both of you, I got Felix.. I want them dead and gone!

I nodded and walked out the door, I saw dark glitch out of and disappeared. I closed the door and sighed, I put my head back and leaned on the wall. The scar on my neck still stings, I shrugged it off and then teleported near the room I last left Jack.

I hid near the corner and saw him running away. I hear a familiar tune, It was Fear's bait to drag Jack to one of his traps. I sighed and glitched to the trap room, I hid in the shadows and waited. I sat down and put my head against the wall, I keep thinking.. Can I do this? I tried to kill him once and looked what happened! I got the scar and had to live with it forever instead of him, I touched my neck and it bled like crazy. I hissed at the pain, It bleeds like that when I get stressed.

I stared down on my pale hands, it was covered with blood. 

I hear fast footsteps, that must be my queue. I fixed my hair and accidentally put some of the blood in it, I chuckled at my stupidity. I looked at Jack who seemed paranoid of my laugh, I grinned at him but remembered I have to kill him. I teleported to the top and watched him from the shadows, he investigates the room where the music was coming from. He keeps searching and searching, The tune stopped and was replaced by loud crying. My twin rushed to open the door but failed, tears started over flowing to his feet. He seemed startled from the sudden flood, Fear's traps can be really fuckin weird sometimes. I closed my eyes for a couple of minutes and when I opened them the water was already at his chest, Jack panicked and floated on the water. He swam towards a door, but that was when I jumped on the water.

The salty water sting my wound, I stopped chasing him and waited for the pain to go away. I glared at him and saw him almost at the door, I groaned and bear the pain. I reached for his leg and tightly griped it, he seemed startled. I received kicks here and there but it didn't stop me from dragging him deeper below the water, he looked at me. His eyes begging for mercy, I grinned at him but I had a feeling deep in my heart that I don't understand.

I kept dragging him, until I saw bubbles go up to the surface of the water. I realized he became lighter to drag, I let go. His body became limp, I swam closer to his face. I stare at him... Just like me, The mirrored feeling made me feel weird. I sad expression crept on my face, the stinging sensation on my neck bacame worst.

His lighter green hair mirrored my darker green one, his peaceful face contrasted mine.

For the first time.. I felt something he didn't made me feel until now.. The feeling of guilt.

I shook my head and regretted my decision, I groaned and wrapped my arms around him and I teleport outside the trap room.  I hurriedly lied him down the cold tiled floor, I quickly stood up and held my neck. I bit my lips to prevent myself from screaming in pain, I felt tears streaming down my face. I breathed deeply and looked at Jack, I wiped my face and kneeled beside him.

I haven't done CPR to anyone before, so I wished myself luck. I put my palms on his chest and started putting pressure, I pumped his chest and started to get used to it. I followed my pattern until he started coughing, water dripping from his mouth. I stood up startled and just look at him regain his consciousness, I stepped back just in case that he attack me.

He sat up coughing and breathing violently, I just stare at him. It took him too long to notice that I was there.

Jack: No don't hurt me!

Anti: To be honest... I hated hurting ya

He looks surprised, I scratched the back of my neck and grinned nervously.

Jack: I- I thought you want me dead, so y-you saved me?...

Anti: I guess so.. I had no choice

Jack: But why?

Anti: Just as I said, I had no choice. I was only following orders to kill you, I hated doing it.

He looked at my bloody throat, the color red almost covered my whole neck

Jack: You seemed worst the last time I saw you

Anti: It's normal, that always happens when I'm stressed.

Jack: W-well... Anyways, Thank you I guess

Anti: I had to do it.

With that I teleported away.

It was at that time that I decided..

I want to help

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