scarred • phan soulmate au

t h r e e

a few days after phils 15th birthday was the day phils view on his soulmate drastically changed, his soulmate got hurt alot in the past but he just thought of it as his soulmate being clumsy but after one night he realised that it probably was something much darker

phil was laying on his bed innocently scorlling through his social media and texting his best friend pj when he suddenly feel a stinging pain on his wrist that caused him to drop his phone and hiss in pain. he grabs his wrist and rolls down his sleeve to see what happened. phils eyes widened in shock as he saw thin painful lines form on his wrist, blood threatening to spill out of them.

why is my soulmate doing this?

more and more lines started appearing as tears start spilling from phils eyes as he ran towards his bathroom letting cold water run onto his wrist.

do they not know they're hurting me?

after that it stopped. phil was confused and hurt, why would anyone do something like this to themselves and also to their soulmate, phil remembers being a careful child because he was scared of hurting his soulmate and now he realises his soulmate is somewhere out in the world not giving a crap about the fact that they're doing this to someone else too.

the pain of the cuts started to fade but phil still couldnt stop crying, he hated seeing people sad and now he knows someone he's destined to be with probably doesnt care if they live or die and that breaks phil's heart. that and the fact that they are so blinded by their own sadness that they dont care that they're hurting someone else.

that night phil couldnt sleep. he couldnt stop thinking about his hurting soulmate.