Chords [Ereri]

Confused

His lips tasted of sigarettes and vodka, the tastes blending together as my lips moved fiercely on his. My hands were tangled in his soft hair and I moved my body further towards him, trying to get in a better position. Levi moved his hands to my chest and kissed me back just as fiercely, taking the lead. All the thoughts from before were slipping away as we were sharing drunken and desperate kisses. Levi ran his tounge across my lip, wanting access to my mouth, then bit down on my lower lip, nibbling at it.

We broke apart for a few seconds, enough for him to remove my hat and glasses. Then, his lips were back on mine and he was pushing me back, positioning himself above me. He moved his hands to my hair, tugging a bit at it. A small moan escaped my lips and I felt heat rise to my cheeks. He took the opportunity of my mouth opening to push his tounge in.

I responded quickly, moving my tounge against his slowly, letting him take the lead. He kept tugging on my hair, making more moans escape my lips and my face heat up even more. My heart was pounding and I couldn't think clearly. The only thing on my mind was him. His lips, his face, his body.

I moved my hands to the hem of his shirt, pushing it up, moving my hands up his bare back. I felt the muscles in this back move under my hands, turning me on even more. He moved his mouth down, kissing my jaw and then my neck. I moved my hands down his back again, stopping at the waist of his black jeans. I heard Levi inhale sharply and he stopped. I opened my eyes and looked up at him in confusion as he suddenly drew away.

"What happened?" I asked, my voice unsteady, and I blinked in confusion. "Nothing." He said, rising to his feet. He ran a hand through his hair and turned around, avoiding eye contact. "I can't do this.." He muttered and hurried out the door. I sat there for a moment, trying to figure out what just happened. My heart was pounding and I couldn't focus, the room didn't seem to stop spinning. I shook my head and rose to my feet, steadying myself against the wall before rushing out of the room after him.

"Hey!" I called. Levi was walking quickly down the hallway, staggering a bit because of all the alcohol he had consumed. I dashed after him, reaching him just before he decended the stairs. I grabbed his arm and pulled at it. "Hey, what's going on?" I said, struggling to stay on my feet. He looked up at me and I was surprised to see a flash of hurt in his eyes. "Wha-did I do something?" He sighed and just like that, he was back to his usual cold self.

"No, let go brat," he said, sounding angry. I let him go, putting my hands up in front of me.

"Okay, sorry.."

He turned around and dashed down the stairs, supporting himself on the railing so he wouldn't fall. I was left standing at the top of the stairs, confused by what had just happened.

**Next day**

I walked down the stairs of my house slowly, frowning at the light coming from downstairs. I could hear music from the kitchen and the smell of food made my stomach growl loudly.

"Mikasa?" I called, squinting my eyes as I walked in to the bright room, and ran a hand through my hair. She was standing by the stove, her hair wrapped in a towel, singing along to a K-pop song.

"Hey, could you turn that down?" I asked, wincing at the loud music pounding in my ears. She quickly turned around and stopped singing, then reached for her phone to turn the music off.

"Uh.." she cleared her throat, "good morning!"

I raised a brow at her and went over to the kitchen table to sit down, and put my head in my hands. "My head fucking hurts.." I groaned, rubbing my face. Mikasa snorted. I heard her rummaging the kitchen cabinet, then turn on the sink. There was a 'thud' as something hit the table and I looked up to see Mikasa pushing a glass of water towards me.

"How much did you drink last night?" She said, her voice gentle. I looked up at her as she moved to another cabinet and took out a bottle of painkillers.

"Aah.. I don't know," I said, trying to remember last nights events. She walked over to me, handing over a couple painkillers. "Take these, helps with the headache."

"Thanks.." I said, putting the pills in my mouth and swallowing them down with some water. I put the glass down at the table and looked up at her again. She was back at the stove, finishing making the food.

"Where did you go last night anyways?" She said, bringing over a plate with bacon and eggs. When seeing the food my stomach turned and I felt sick. So much for being hungry, I thought, shaking my head at Mikasa. She put the plate on the table and sat down in the chair across from me. I shrugged.

"I don't really remember much.." She raised her brows at me. "You drank that much?.. Or maybe you just aren't made for drinking.." She smirked at me. I sighed, taking another sip of water.

"Well the last time I saw you, was when you left to get some air," she stated, picking up a peice of bacon and put it in her mouth.

"Oh, yeah.. I remember bumping in to Hanji on the way out," I frowned, trying to remember more.

"Yeah! we met her later last night, her costume was hilarious," She chuckled.

"Then I went outside.. an-Oh no." I stopped, my eyes widening. "What?" Mikasa said, frowning at me. My eyes widened further, the memories slowly coming back to me.

"What have I done, oh god.." I said, dropping my head to the table and hiding it in my arms. "What?!" She said again, hitting my arm. I groaned as I remembered the smoke, the photo and him.

"I screwed up.." I said, lifting my head from the table and hiding it in my hands, feeling my face heat up.

"Eren, tell me what the fuck is going on," she said, her voice growing louder. I groaned again and rubbed my face hard. "Fuck.." Suddenly, Mikasa took a hold of my arms and pulled them away from my face. "Eren, tell me what ha-"

"I fucking kissed him," I said with a horrified look on my face. Mikasa stopped and closed her mouth.

"Kissed who..?" She said, her face blank.

"Him."

Her eyes widened and my face went red. "No way.. Levi?" She said, looking at me with a serious expression.

"Dude, why?"

"What do you mean, 'why?'" I said, and groaned. "It just.. happened."

We sat there for a few moments, none of us saying a word.

"You two are not happening," she said, seriously. I frowned at her. "What?" She straightened in her seat. "He's clearly not a good person, look what he did to you a couple weeks ago!" She said, suddenly raising her voice.

"Where's all this coming from?" I said, taken aback, "you haven't even met him." She snorted, raising her brow at me. "And you know him that well?" I looked away, not knowing what to say.

"Maybe he's hot, but I don't want you to get your hopes up over some asshol-" I stood up suddenly, looking down at Her angrily. "It was just a kiss, why are you being so bitchy about it?" She only stared back at me. "We were drunk, it happened, it's not like I'm planning to do it again?" She looked away and I turned around, walking out of the kitchen and in to the hallway. I put on my shoes and grabbed my jacket, feeling anger build up in my chest. I heard her footsteps approaching the hallway.

"Where are you going?" Mikasa said, annoyed. My head was pounding, but I didn't care, I just wanted to leave.

"Out." I said, putting on my jacket.

"Eren, please calm down.." Mikasa sighed. "I'll calm down when you stop being a bitch.. now leave me alone." I said, reaching my hand out to turn the door handle. Mikasa said nothing as I opened the door and slammed it shut behind me.