Back to the Hood

You're what!?!?

I sat there shocked as words couldn't escape my mouth.
"Here's some programs you can start to help you down the road, and congratulations. You will have to come in more often for check ups and you are 1 week pregnant, here's a sheet on some things you should stay away from. Call me if you have any questions, I'll give you a minute." The doctor said leaving the room.

I sat there crying wondering what people would think of me now. How will I finish school? Most importantly who is the father?
I left my appointment and just sat in my car crying. What am I going to tell Chris? This can't be happening. I went to the drug store to pick me up some tests, just to see for myself. I checked out and drove back home.

When I got home I went straight to the bathroom and took the test I ran some water to make me pee. I sat in the tub as I waited, after a while I checked the tests. All of them read positive.
I was pregnant.
I started crying again as I rocked myself in the tub, I looked at the clock and it was time for me to go to work, with Chris...
I took off my clothes and took a shower sitting down as I cried. I got out, dried off, and put lotion on. I put on my uniform and hat and got back in the car. After a 3 minute drive I finally arrived. I collected my thoughts and finally walked in, I went in the back and put my stuff in my locker. An employee helped me learn the basic rules of the job and taught me where thing are and what to do. I started off by just cleaning the tables off and sweeping the floors. An hour later they moved me up to prepare the subs. The employees name was Chole and she stayed by my side the whole day helping me out until I got it. Chris a few times would observe how I'm doing and act bossy as a joke around me. I hope he's okay when I tell him the news, I don't want him to react badly.

After my shift was over just as I was about to make a run to my car Chris stopped me, "hey bae." I kept telling myself, act normal, act normal. "heeeeyyy bae," was that acting normal ? No, it wasn't Chris hugged me and gave me a kiss.
"How was the doctors? They said you fine right?" Chris spun me around while I smiled nervously. "Yeah, everything is good just need rest you know." He smirked at me, "I'll you 'rest' shawty." He said winking. I chuckled soft still kinda nervous, he opened the car door for me and I got in.
"Remember our date is tomorrow at 12." He said closing the door for me. I smiled and started my car. I turned on some music and went home. I got in the house and my mom and sis was just sitting in the kitchen.
"Where you get that car from?" Mom asked curious.
"My friend bought it for me." I said locking the doors.
"Well I hope your friend helps you pay its bill too. That's your responsibility." Mom said.
"And where have you been all day?" Keke asked,
"The doctors and work." I said running up to my room to avoid more questions.

Keke ran after me before I could close my door she kicked it open, "man what the fu-what Keke!" She threw me a box, I opened it and saw one if my pregnancy tests my hands started shaking. "Where you get this from?" She crosses her arms,
"you been stealing some off my clothes and I came to get them and I found these why looking in here."
"Now I'm going to let you off with a pass if you do one thing." She said smiling.
"What?" I said putting the tests in my drawer.
"Lemme use yo car for the rest of the month."
She said.
"How bout no. You can't even drive yet get out." I said.
"Ok suit yourself." She said walking away and closing the door behind her.

She came back in my room, "oh and momma said come down for dinner." She closed the door again, I sighed and put my purse on the bed changing into a white shit as some comfy shorts. After going downstairs I sat next to Keke. "So, Kianna did you get a job yet?" Momma asked while eating her food. I nodded looking at the food, it looked good. I took my fork and started smashing eating all my food in less than 15 minutes.
"Why are you eating like that? like your pregnant?" I almost choked on my food.
"Keke shut up!" She put down her fork.
"Why should I, because YOUR PREGNANT WITH A BABY!" I held my head down as momma looked at me in shock, "YOUR PREGNANT?"

Keke showed her the second test that I took and forgot about, "I can't believe this are you serious Kianna." Mom said shaking her head.
"I'm sorry mom, I just found out earlier today and I'm just as surprised as you are." I said crying.
"I can barley afford for us to live here now you are going to add another human being to that? No, you need to go. I can't even look at you, I want you out my house." Mom said throwing a plate on the floor.
Keke sat there in shock, "I didn't mean for her to kick you out I'm sor-" I cut her off by slapping her.
"This is all your fault yo dumb ass with yo big ass mouth, go suck some more dick wit that. I hate you don't fucking call me or nun of that shit." I running into my room, I started to pack my stuff while crying. I completely cleaned out my room with all my stuff. I rolled all my bags downstairs. I mumbled to myself, "you know what, this house wouldn't be shit if I wasn't here." I flipped over the tables and poured all the trash on the floor. I threw the house key at Keke and packed my car up with my bags.

I texted chris to open his door then I drove off with tears in my eyes. Once I got to Chris place he saw how red my eyes were, "what happened?" I sat down on his couch I loved his couch. "My momma kicked me out.." His eyes widened "why?" I looked down at the floor and bit my lip nervously, I have to tell him now.
"I'm pregnant."

He looked at me shocked, we had an awkward silence while we both were collecting our thoughts together. "Are you serious?" He asked looking away from me.
"Yes that's what the doctor said, and I took 2 tests after." I said getting up and walking towards him.
"You have to go I can't be with you." He said walking away from me and sitting on the couch. "Are you serious look I'm sorry and I need your help with this I have nowhere to stay or anything." I said crying, wiping the tears away.
"I'm just playing babe, like I said before I will always be here for you. And plus imma be a dad." He said smiling.
"The thing about that is I don't know who the father is." I sat down next to him.
"You mean, it could be Montey?" He said with his mood going down.
"It might be.." I said laying my head on him.
"Well he not here right now I am so even if it's not mine biological, it is mine in my heart." He said kissing my forehead.
"Thank you daddy." I said kissing his cheek.
"Your welcome mommy." We both laughed as we went to the bedroom and fell asleep.