ew i'm really jealous and i just can't stop crying.
my depression is so bad, but why?everything just keeps on hurting and i just feel like crying all the time. sometimes i feel like doing horrible things to myself ((oops)) and i don't bc that's wrong and that's behind me now. i just wanna sleep and listen to music and cry. that's what i've been doing since yesterday. i shouldn't have gone out on saturday honestly.
i'm so done with myself.
