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hello, this is gonna be sad since i'm sad so read if u want lol.
i'm rawr xD depressed right now and i wanna honestly die. i've been crying all day and i just wanna tell someone why but none of my friends are that serious oOp or i don't wanna bother them. i just feel so depressed and alone ??? i know "u hAvE a gIRlfRienD". lol i think i'm still allowed to feel depressed. everythinghurts and i feel like everyone hates me. i'm stlll crting right now so if it's badly typed im sorry. also autocorrect might fix it so idk.
ok so my family makes me feel so worthless and alone. when i try to talk to them about something they always get so mad at me and tell me that i'm overreacting and i need to stop. i always get yelled at for everything i do. i can never ever do anytng right around here. i just wanna kill mtself so they feel better about not having me around. i know im overeactinf and this happens to everyone but i just can't take it anymore. it's like they see me when i'm happy and they try to bring me down which obvieouly works. i just wanna be with people who make me happy and when i ask to go out i get told that i always go out when i don't. i hate crying around them bc they call me w crybaby and tell me to shut up bc my problems are stupid. which is true.
also i feel like i don't have friend s??? i never reallytalj to anyone bc i don't know what to say. i push people away and i feel so bad but i do nothing about it bc that's how stupid i am. i somt wanna bring anyone to my dumb problems bc they just don't matter at all. they're stupid and annoying like me. mu friends never really check up on me, but that doesn't bother me as much. it's just that they only come upto me when they have a problem and i would love to help but i have problems of my own that i need to deal with.
i'm pretty sure my girlfriend might not like me bc i'm such s cilingy mess. i'm such a crybaby and ugly and fat and annoying and stupid and disgusting. i just wanna kill myself. i wanna slig my wrists ooen and just die. no one will care anyway. i'm a waste of space who deserved to die w long time ago. my girlfriend might break up with me soon bc of how annoying. and sensitive i am at times. my friends will all leave me bc of how sad i am. they don't want that much negativity around them. i wouldn't want to be friends with me if i was them.
i'm so done with myself. i'm such an annoying prick. i love toy guys. i love all my friends and my fgirlfrkend so much. i'm sorry for ow annoying i am and how negative i am. i'm really soeey.
