My True Love

My Worst Panic Attack Part 2

I have never been in a situation like that before. I've never had anyone ask me to a dance, I've never had anyone tell me they were in love with me, especially not at the same time. I leave them both of read, not knowing what to say to either of them. I start hyperventilating. I can't breathe. I start crying. Trying to stay quiet so my family doesn't hear me. I try to calm myself down, but I'm shaking so badly. Finally, I screenshot the messages and send them to Sarafina. Bad idea. I seem to have forgotten that she doesn't like Madi. But she was my closest friend at the time and I didn't know what else to do. Of course she practically yells at me to choose Chris, and I foolishly listen to her. I tell Chris yes finally and I have to tell Madi that Chris asked me to the dance and I accepted. She says that it's fine but I can tell it hurt her badly. I feel horrible. I think "did I make the wrong choice?" The next day, I'm shy around Chris and I can't stop apologizing to Madi I feel so bad. I rejected her in such a horrible way and I don't know how to make up for it. I promise her one slow dance at the winter dance that Friday. She still says she's fine, but I can tell she's not.