Losing a Friend?

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Sidney never liked Madi. In fact, she hated her. I'm not sure exactly why, but she did and to be honest it hurt me. Anyway, I knew I had to tell her that me and Madi were back together again. I was expecting her to get mad and lecture me and maybe even stop talking to me for a while, but what I got was worse. She acted almost calm. Almost. I could tell she was completely pissed. I thought she hated me. She made me feel so small in that moment, and I felt to guilty. But worst of all, I thought I was losing one of my best friends. I really truly thought I was going to lose her forever. After that fight she told me to just leave her alone so I did. That was the last time I ever cut. But this one was worse than the other times. Deeper. Not deep enough to be dangerous, but still. It left a pretty big scar. I didn't speak to her or hear from her for a long time. It felt like an eternity, but realistically it was about 2 or 3 weeks. I got her to speak to me. But it was small talk. Nothing like the way we used to talk to each other. It was very strange. But luckily for me, this story is just uphill from there.

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