tough; j.b (book one) completed/editing

14. Fan Mail

"You stupid butthole" I burst into laughter and go on my back continuing to laugh as Joey takes off the lipstick mark I put on his face.

"Alright, lets go live" We started the broadcast on younow already getting tons and tons of views.

"We're gonna be opening your guys fan mail! Kayla and I will open letters outside of the broadcast!" I sat in between Joeys legs leaning my back against his chest.

"Here Kay there's one for you and I" my eyes widen and I look at the box.

"Me?" he nods and places it on my lap resting his hands on my hips leaning over my shoulder to see what was in the box.

I open the box and see white sweatshirts folded.

"This was from...Amanda from Canada!!" Joey smiles and squeezes my hips.

I pull out the sweatshirt and look at it with a smile. The front of the sweatshirt said #Koey then on the back it said Kayla's Mine.

"Im assuming this ones yours" I say handing him his. I grab the one on the bottom and turn it to the back seeing the back say Joey's Mine.

"These are so adorable!" Joey says, with a huge smile on his face. I giggle and place it on my lap folding it back up.

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Opening fan mail was really fun, we got a lot of matching shirts and other things.

I sadly had to go home though because there was more news my mom needs to share.

Liam hasn't spoken a word to me all day and it's starting to really piss me off.

We all met up in the living room and of course Mike was with us also. I hate Mike, I sound so mean but I don't care if he makes my mom happy, he brings up topics that don't need to brought up. I've been so distant with my mom lately because of him, he's ruining everything.

"Okay, I have very big news!!" my mom said excitedly holding Mikes hand. Noah sighs and started coughing a bit.

"Is this gonna be the last one? I'm sick of these" I mumble, rubbing my temple area.

"Mikes moving in!!" anger built inside me and I had no way to control it what so ever.

"Why?" my moms eyes widen and she stands up with a pissed off look.

"What's up with you lately? You've been laying on your ass for the past week and when you get off of it for once you have an attitude with everyone!" lol k.

"Maybe if you actually gave a shit about me and asked me once in a while how i'm doing and what's been going on maybe that wouldn't be a problem!! Last week I was punched in the face by a guy! but did you know that? No! cause you wanna kiss this guy's ass! Mike, I hope this goes deep into your mind. You'll never ever, be my dad, nor will I ever like you" everyone's jaws drops to the ground.

I look at Liam for support but he gives me a death glare. Noah was half passed out with his head back.

"I'm going to Joey's" I mumble leaving the room. I heard my mom apologize to Mike and him respond with an okay.

Kayla- I feel terrible asking myself over but I can't be in this house right now.

Joey- come!! don't be, i love being with you anyways :)

All I grabbed was my phone and charger and walked right out seeing Joey on the front porch.

I ran up to him and hug him tightly. He wraps his arms around me and nuzzles his face into the crook of my neck.

"Come on, it's chilly" it was pretty late and I always hated being outside at night.

We went up to his room in comfortable silence and sat on the bed. I ended up telling him everything he let my cry into his chest and said things to actually make me smile.

"Joey, I hate myself so much because I'm probably annoying the shit out of you with my problems and I cause way to much problems" Joeys eyes sadden after I said that.

"Kayla no! I love when you come and talk to me. It makes me feel good because I have your trust and that I know, that you can count on me. I promise you, you aren't annoying me one single bit, I promise" I smile and look down.

"You're probably just saying that to shut me up or because i'm here" he shook his head and grabbed my hands.

"I don't break promises nor make em up" I look at his eyes making him blush and smile. He grabbed my face and kissed me passionately.

I put my hands behind his neck bringing him closer, He leaned more forward making me lay on my back, him going in between my legs. He gently placed his body against mine holding up half his weight. I play with the ends of his hair making him press his lips against mine harder.

He pulled away making me smile a little.

"You deserve the best" My cheeks heated up more.

"Gosh, Im so lucky you're here" He said. I put my hands over my face smiling trying to hide it.

"Nope, you can't hide that beautiful face" He started tickling my sides making me burst into laughter.

What would I do without this boy?