tough; j.b (book one) completed/editing

35. yours only

"Kayla wake up"

I woke up with arms wrapped tightly around me, I felt someone's breath against my chest. Joey was laying his head on my chest his arms around me.

I look to my side seeing Mark and Charles awake, they looked at me giving me a weak smile.

"Joesph let go of me" I mumble, he lifts his head up, then awkwardly let's go of me.

"Sorry" I roll my eyes, getting out of bed walking to the bathroom to brush my teeth.

Mark walks in leaning against the counter, staring at me.

"What?" I make out, as the toothbrush was in my mouth making it hard for me to talk.

"Don't believe what Joey said last night. He didn't mean it" I roll my eyes and wipe my face.

"If he didn't mean it, he wouldn't have said it" Mark sighs, staying silent.

"Kayla, when a guy gets really jealous they say things that they don't even think about" I lean against the sink staring at the floor.

"Joey really likes you, him seeing you with someone else kills him. Harvey probably likes you and that's why he flirts with you. Joey would never even think that about you. I knew Joey for a really long time, I know when he truly means something or doesn't" I kept staring at the floor thinking of what Mark was saying.

"I'm not apologizing" he groans, he puts his head back against the wall and chuckles.

"You're so stubborn, you're lucky you can get away with it" he hugs my head making me giggle.

"i'll sit next to you on the plane" I nod and we both walk out of the bathroom. I take a glance at Joey, he looked miserable.

•

The show wasn't bad neither was the flight to New Jersey, I stood as far away as I could from Joey. We were all in the hotel room except for Joey.

"Kayla follow me" I look at Mark, he was by the door holding it open. I put my hair in a messy bun walking out.

I looked like a complete mess, my hair was in a messy bun. All my makeup was off. I was wearing fuzzy slippers with grey joggers and a black shirt.

We walked in the back of the hotel. The hotel had a small garden with an outside pool. He took me to a grass area and stopped.

Joey was standing there with a bunch of flowers, he had a small nervous smile not taking his eyes off of me.

"Go, i'll be in the room" I watch Mark walk away and turn back around, I watch as Joey walks towards me.

"Kayla" my heart shattered as tears fell from his eyes.

"I'm really sorry" I couldn't help to smile. More tears fall from his face, he looks at me and smiles.

"Ok, Kayla. You're everything to me, you're all I think about. If you haven't notice you have so much of an affect on me. You make me cry, smile, laugh. I literally love every single thing about you. Your laugh is adorable, your smile is a smile everyone needs to see, your eyes are beautiful. Your personality is beyond amazing. You make me feel cared for, I feel worth it when you're around. You never left me completely. I'm shocked you haven't but no mater how we are, you always stay and you're always there. There's no other girl that i'll find, that'll make me feel the way you make me feel. You're an amazing girl, I want you to be mine, mine, no one else's but mine. I'm basically trying to get at is, will you be my girlfriend?" I let tears fall as he did also.

"Yes you idiot" he laughs, pulling me in a hug. He held onto me tightly not letting me go.

"Youre only mine" I whisper, he rubs my back and lays his head on my mine.

"I'm so happy right now" I giggle and tighten my grip him doing the same.

"I'm exhausted, can we go to sleep?" I ask, I look up at him, he looks down at me and presses his lips against mine gently.

"Yes" we walked back to the room, the boys already knew what was gonna happen so when we walked in they cheered loudly.

This was unexpected