3 choices [Jikook] *completed*

five: say you choose me

Jimishi and jungkook have been looking everywhere but at each other. They were now at jimins place where no-one could disturb them. "jimishi.." jungkook started looking at the boy next to him. "do you choose me?..." he asked as if he were unsure himself. Jimin hesitated. Didnt know if it was too fast. He hurt jimin. But jimin and him almost did it. And most importantly Jimin loved him. He couldnt answer. He didnt want to answer. So instead he dodged the question. "are you okay? You know you were in the hospital not so long ago.." literally. Jungkook looked at the older with a look of disbelieve. He let out a sigh and stud up from were they were seated. "I'm sorry hyung...I dont want to play kids games anymore...I gave you my key for a reason..because i love you..but since yo-you cant even tell me you choose me...I'm guessing you moved on.." jungkook said braking into sobs. Jimin looked at the youngers face with so much care in his eyes. He wanted to pull him into an embrace but instead looked at him brake down, as if he were paralyzed. For jungkook that was answer enough. He didnt look at his hyung just covered his eyes with his hands and walked towards the apartments door. "jungko-" slam. The door closed behind the younger and and jimin looked at the same spot where he was standing just seconds ago. He quickly stud up and ran out the door. No one was in sight. Not quickly enough.
                              ~💔~
         Jerk. Ass. Bitch. Man whore. Slut. No those words weren't meant for the men he loves and was rejected by just minutes ago. No. They were for himself. He hated the fact that he understud why jimin didn't love him anymore. He hated the fact that he knew it was all his fault. He was now at his apartment. He took the key off his pocket and opened the door. Slamming it behind him once he entered. He whispered the olders name and sobbed as if no one else was alive to hear him. It hurt him so much and he missed jimin's sweet gentle touch. "Im sorry jimishi" he whispered before heading towards the restroom to find a blade to use. "You Still hold the key to my heart jimishi and you'll hold it till the day i..die"  Jungkook whispered before grabbing a razor and slamming it on the sink hopping it would brake and the blades would be free to use.
                 ~Jk in authors pov~
            He took the blades from the broke razor and repeated jimins name as if he were a broken record. Everytime he repeated the name his fingers pressed the blade more down on his skin making blood starting to trail down his skin. Voices in his head started to repeat the words broken, lost, useless, kill yourself, repeatedly in his head. He was shaking. Making fresh cuts everytime he said jimin's name. Deeper and deeper they went. A pool of blood stained the white tiled floor. "Love me now..jimishi" He said before collapsing into the hard ground. Was he gone?

To be continued..