Life should be lived to it's fullest, you never know when it can come crumbling down. That's where I am at. I'm only 19 and My life is a mess crumbled, scattered all over the ground. Ashes mixed in with everything I once knew. Not knowing who I am a...
It honestly feels so great being in Alex's arms I totally forgot i was dealing with my families funeral. "I'm sorry alex we should go back inside" when we walk back inside I overheard some of my moms friends talking about how nice and sweet she was. I start to tear up alex takes my hand and looks into my eyes giving me a look that everything will be ok. As soon as I knew it the service was over and I just walk up to the caskets and hug all of them one last time alex is standing next to me and i hear him say Mr & Mrs Foster I'll take good care of your daughter so please don't worry. I then look over at alex and he has tears in his eyes. "Alex don't cry please" I say looking in his eyes smiling all of a sudden alex pulls out 4 letters to put in their caskets "alex what are those" I ask looking at him confused. "just letters I wrote to them I know they will love them" he said smiling as he opens each casket just enough to put the letters inside. He then takes my hand as we watch while family and friends help carry the caskets out of the church. As we are outside talking to family and friends I see a man that I've never met so he has to be from my dads job he gives me a strange look it really freaked me out. "Alex can we go now" I say grabbing his arm in fear.
***later that day**** I just wanted to be alone so I skipped out on the family dinner I know it's a great time to be around family but i just want to be alone right now. "Babe are you hungry? Alex says walking in the living room where I'm sitting "No alex I'm not hungry maybe later ok" he just looks at me and sits down next to me "Are you moving back in? Alex says " I don't think I should honestly alex I'm really scared to do anything" I'm shaking as the words escape my mouth making me think of the guy I saw earlier. "Babe what's going on whatever it is you can tell me" I don't want to worry him but he's right "alex I saw a guy earlier at the funeral that scared me I've never seen him before" alex looks at me he didn't say anything it's like he was frozen. "Babe don't worry maybe it's just one of your dads old friends" old friend I knew that couldn't be true but alex is right I don't know every person my dad knew.
An hour has passed alex and I are watching some show called stranger things it's really good so far and alex seems to like it. Alex then gets up and disappeared for about 10mins "babe can you come up stairs for a minute please" I just look at him and smile "sure alex" he takes my hand and guides me upstairs and then covers my eyes and tells me not to look "alex what's going on" no response he says nothing ALEX!! I yell with my eyes still closed " babe open your eyes" I do what he says and we are in the bathroom and I see roses candles and a bubblebath
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"Alex this is so sweet but why did you do this for me" I look at him and for some reason I really want to kiss him he's been so sweet to me lately apart of me wishes he would kiss me NOW while I'm awake. "you deserve it babe you need a day to relax and I'm going to help you relax so get undressed and I'll be back"I feel my cheeks getting hot so I know I'm blushing "alex wait thank you so much for all of this" I say walking up to him before I knew it we were kissing it was such a passionate kiss like we both wanted to do that for so long the kiss was so long I got chills it was so perfect.
