Unexpected Romance // Alex Aiono

Chapter 15

I can't stand seeing her cry and knowing that I'm the reason she's crying makes me hate myself. I love her so much but I know nothing will be the same I need to talk to will.

Alex

"aye will you busy? I need to talk to you"

Will

"Ok mate let's go"

Alex

"I know I really messed up and nothing I say or do will change that. I'm not even sure if she loves me man I fucked up bad"

Will

" before everything she didn't know they were lies and that love that she showed you wasn't fake and you can't just throw that away in a couple days."

Alex

"but she wasn't fake I was dude and she will never forgive me for what I've done. I messed up big time with this girl. I love her with everything I have, I even killed my father for her.. I messed up I won't blame her if she doesn't love me anymore because right now I don't love me"

All I can do is think how could I do my baby wrong I know all of this was a plan why didn't I stop it before it went to far. Why didn't I protect her? Why did I beat her? I feel like complete shit right now after this day but I can honestly say I'm glad this is over hopefully she can forgive me one day.

After my bath I go into the bedroom and I don't see alex anywhere and I'm alittle worried but happy at the same time. I'm worried because I hope he didn't leave but honestly I'm afraid of him now but I can't help but to love him with all my heart. I eventually drift off to sleep crying.

The next morning

I was awoken by a knock at the door, debating on whether I should get up or not, I rolled out of bed and checked the time. It was 8:00, way too early. I grabbed a blanket and wrapped it around my body as I open the door I see a familiar face standing there with a bag and some coffee from what I could tell  but my eyes haven't adjusted yet.

Good morning sunshine

Good morning?

Me

"Hi how did you find my room"

"I saw you come to this room so I thought why not take a chance and knock on the door I'm sorry I woke you but you looked so stressed I just wanted to bring you a nice on the go breakfast"

Me

"Thank you but I can't accept this it's really sweet but I don't want to send any mixed signals by accepting anything" I still love alex and the last thing I want and need right now is to jump into anything serious with another guy.