Life should be lived to it's fullest, you never know when it can come crumbling down. That's where I am at. I'm only 19 and My life is a mess crumbled, scattered all over the ground. Ashes mixed in with everything I once knew. Not knowing who I am a...
It's been really crazy for awhile now. The doctors told me I'm pregnant and honestly I don't know how to take that. I'm scared to be carrying another life when I can barely care for my self. All I can think about is where me and alex will be after this. My parents would probably be really upset with the life their daughter is living right now.
As I'm laying here alex is sleep in the bed with me he hasn't left our side at all. We've been through so much it's crazy. I want to forgive him I really do but it's hard because he beat me. As I'm daydreaming I find myself playing in Alex's hair smiling at him while he's asleep."I love you alex" I say as I take in this moment I see my ex at the door. Perfect because alex is waking up.
Alex "Good Morning Baby" he says kissing me
"Alex baby go take a shower and let me talk to him please" alex turns and see's it's my ex and he instantly went into defense mode.
Alex "MAN DIDN'T I TELL YOU TO BACK OFF SHE DOESN'T LOVE YOU STAY AWAY FROM US" I don't get why he keeps poping up.
"Baby it's ok please I'll be fine just relax and give us some time please alex after that I'm all yours" I can tell that pissed my ex off and his face started to get red.
"Why are you with that loser" he says with a irritating voice
"He's not a loser and he's better then you in everyway. WHAT DO YOU WANT?" "I feel like you should give us another chance I've thought alot about it" he says walking closer to me
"Don't you wish that baby was mine" he says walking over to me with a smile on his face trying to touch my stomach but I slapped his hand away. Is this guy serious he tried to rape me and he hurt me.
"No I don't wish the baby was yours I'm happy with alex so you can leave"
"Look I know I hurt you but I know I didn't hurt you as much as he did. At least my love was real from the start he lied to you he beat you and what does he get for that? You? A baby? Are you serious?" As he just looks at me alex walks in the room.
"Times up man" alex says while giving him a dirty look
"Ok man ok" he says putting his hands up
"Just remember my love for you was real" he says looking me in my eyes
"MAN LEAVE NOW BEFORE I MAKE YOU LEAVE" alex yells
After about an hour miah and will show up and they don't say a word they just hug us. I haven't seen miah since our fight. So all she did was cry and we made tons of baby plans while will and alex left the room to talk
"So man what's up" will asks
"Will I want to show you something that I always carry with me no matter what" I get my wallet out and will looked confused
"Wassup mate you giving me some money" we just sit there and laugh.
"Nah I want to propose once we leave this hospital man"
"Are you sure man"
"Yes will I'm in love with her I know I hurt her before. But I want to make everything right for good. With my dad and harley gone nothing can get in the way" I say smiling looking down at the ring.
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2 Hours Later
As we are laying in bed watching a movie. Will and miah went home awhile ago and I decide to go to my hotel room to get ready for what I'm about to do.
"Baby I'll be back ok I have to run to the hotel to get a few things" as I look in her eyes she starts to look sad
"Noooo please stay babe" she says grabbing my arm pulling me back into bed.
"I'll be back baby I promise ok" he says kissing me on the lips. I'm nervous to propose but it's time.
I'm walking to my car I need to call will so he can go with me to plan everything.
BANG
"IF I CAN'T HAVE HER IMA MAKE DAMN SURE YOU CAN'T EITHER"
