Life should be lived to it's fullest, you never know when it can come crumbling down. That's where I am at. I'm only 19 and My life is a mess crumbled, scattered all over the ground. Ashes mixed in with everything I once knew. Not knowing who I am a...
I can't stop thinking about what alex is hiding it's really causing me to stress it's been hard for me to trust anyone so if he's hiding something I'll be broken "Miah do you think you could maybe take me to my motel? I don't think I can face alex right now" I hope she says yes because I really want and need to be alone right now. "Sure girl let's go"
15 minutes later I make it back to my motel and I don't even look through my bags of things that I bought. I just sit on my bed sad because I'm so lost about what to believe. But I want to trust him I think my mom was right I think I love alex but I think it's best if I stay away from him for now.
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Alex Me and will been playing ball for awhile now right now I'm getting my ass kicked because I'm worried about if my babe will be back or not. She said she needs time alone but I don't understand why she would need time alone. "Aye bro I think she heard what I said to you" will just looked at me in shock "BRO SO SHE KNOWS EVERYTHING? Is she coming home?" "No bro she told me she needed time alone" Out of the corner of my eye I see miah I guess she came to get will. "MIAH DO YOU KNOW WHY SHE WON'T SEE ME ALL OF A SUDDEN"right now it feels like I'm losing my cool I don't get why I barely know this girl but it feels like I'm in love with her.
"Alex I'm not sure what's going on. She just asked me to take her to her motel"
"Miah I need to see her I LOVE HER" wow did I just? Will and miah's jaw dropped
"Alex bro what's up? You love her" will says
Yes bro I do I don't know what she's done to me. But when I'm with her it's like nothing else matters all the bad turns to good and I'm happy. She is my everything I can't lose her. Everything was going so well for us right now I know she lost her family but I can tell I made her happy. I can tell she loves me or is starting to love me.
"Alex if you love her why haven't you asked her to be your girlfriend yet" miah asks but honestly I don't think she's ready for a relationship after everything that has happened I don't want her to turn me down in the end. "Miah I don't think she's ready and I don't want to pressure her" will just looks at me like bro stop stalling.
"Alex just ask her one day ok" miah says but miah is right and she is her bestfriend maybe she is ready maybe I'm the one that's not ready I guess because I'm scared to lose her. Guys I need your help I need to get my girl back I need her in my arms again.
"Ok mate what's the plan" will says
"Miah I need you to bring her to me she will never agree to see me right now" I hope this works. "Ok" miah says Me and Will will take care of everything else ok just need help getting her there.
"Guys what if I lose her" is all that came out my mouth after telling them the plan.
"Mate relax you won't bro ok I never seen you like this over a chick" will says "I know bro it's strange as hell" will pulls me aside "bro you sure yo pops will be ok with that" will is right but right now I don't give a damn about my father and what he will be ok with " I don't care right now will what he's ok with I need my girl bro. Soon after me and will talked him and miah left.
